About
Split energy?
Today
I realize my split energy on several, maybe too many areas, and it is
interesting.
I
would call myself a strong want-er. Those are Abraham's words. I
get ideas all the time. I feel passion about so many possibilities
in my life.
I
do desire and need more cash flow. Most of us have some split energy
around that subject. The subject of money in general can often be
loaded with mixed messages.
As
an intuitive counselor I help people with clarity. That is the
wonderful state of mind where it all comes together and confusion is
not in the mix anymore. I help others sort out their split energy.
So I am feeling a bit dismal that I have some of that. It feels like
the saying: The shoe makers kids are shoeless, and, physician heal
thyself. I am able to do this and so it stands to reason I should be
able to clear up some things in my own world.
Split
energy is inevitable. It does not mean that you are doing anything
wrong...but it does indicate that you are sorting and shifting
contrast and have some varied beliefs. It is uncomfortable and just
like living causes a house to get messy, time must be taken to sort
and reorganize. My physical space is messy and my body feels
misaligned and I am really going through some manifestation.
Time
to get it sorted through.
This
all started with the hospitalization of my son and the time I spent
at the hospital. I was not doing readings. I was not focused on my
livelihood. People would call and I was too distracted to return
phone calls and even get back to people. My mind was in a stressed
place. My bank account went down and my chores remained undone. I
walked into my home and said, it looks like I was on a 3 day drunk. For my personal standards it
was really bad.
My
brother said, why don't you try ad words by Google. It might send
some new people your way. Well, it sounds good but I feel that split energy is the problem. The words for what I do seem fuzzy right now. There are so
many things my guides bring through, in spite of my personal state of
mind, that I find hard to clarify at this moment. We, my guides and I seem to zero
in on what people have in the personal escrow. That is Abrahamster
talk for what are they really wanting to manifest. That is located where in their highest joy zone. They have a dream for themselves. The emotional well
being they feel is an indication of how close they are dovetailing with that dream. If we had no dreams brewing, we might have a sense of
detachment from life. I think monks try and do that. Abe says we
are here to live life and bang around in it. We are here to
experience things and grow from that expansion. We not only are
growing personally, we are on the leading edge of creation in
general. The Universe benefits from us reaching for new awareness
and new ways of being. Sitting in a cave all day and meditating is
not usually indicated. In rare cases, a soul will do that. For most
of us we desire the co creating that life can offer.
“When
the eye beholds a singular vision the soul is full of joy”
I
channel what is most needed. My guides seem to prioritize what is
truly important and will give my client the most improved state of
being. I am in an Ester Hicks like state of showing them who they
are. My words are less important than what they feel and see for
themselves during a session.
OK...back
to defining what I do.
Allow
people to realize their clarity and themselves. Improve their Source
Connection. Help remove the amnesia of not remembering their true
authentic self and demonstrate true connection with those in spirit
by seeing post cards of that deceased loved ones life. Heal the gap
between the seen and the unseen. Help ease the fear of death, because
it is a transition. Help heal grief in showing people that love and
relationships continue..albeit in a different way, after the shedding
of the physical body.
OK
and none of that says that I am a fortune teller...but I do see
probable outcomes and probable future events.
My
guides will help me. They are saying relax...do something you enjoy
and we will bring it to clarity. I fully trust that they will. As far as money...it shows up. As far
as clients...they just show up when I am ready. I have to be
functioning well enough to receive them. I must clean up this space
and my head.
That
is something a Google ad cannot do. So for now, I might just do some
Yoga and listen to music. For those who have a “real”
job...sorry to say it. I have to maintain my vibrational integrity.
That is my job. It might clear my wobble to have another job too If I can manage it. I trust that will be revealed.
This work is harder than it sounds. I am not on my feet all day like the
nurses at the hospital. I admire them. I am not doing case
management like I used to...but there is an odd parallel. Some
readings are a type of social work, counseling, life coaching and
motivational speaking rolled into one. It depends on what is needed.
No
good hash tags yet, but I have faith, and they will come.
If
wanted things don't manifest. You, like me, and like all of us, have
split energy on a particular desire. Abe says back out of this and go general. That means you are trying to hard and being too specific. Just trust the Universe to show you and be your compass.
Hash
tag: I allow harmonized energy around wanted desires and this allows
the Universe to bring it into being.
Too
long.
Wishing
clarity for all of us today. May it slip in through the crack of least resistance.
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