Arizona's Legal System Needs an Overhaul and Quick. My Story

 

Nancy at age 5

If there are any groups in Arizona trying to change the legal system to something that would help those who are innocent in a trial situation please email me at: mailto:lake.nancy@rocketmail.com 

 Standing Tall Even Though I’m 4’11”

Resilience is written directly into my DNA. I am a descendant of frontiersman Daniel Boone, a daughter of the American Revolution, and the granddaughter of Cherokee ancestors who had the grit to hop off the Trail of Tears before Oklahoma, standing tall wherever they walked. My family homesteaded 440 acres of wild Arizona land in Glendale, and my ancestors-built communities from the roots up. I carried that legacy of strength into my own life. Outlasting the challenges of dyslexia, I served as a secretary for the Arizona State Senate, survived the heartbreaking loss of loved ones to mental illness, and went on to earn a master’s degree in clinical Mental Health Counseling so I could turn troubled families around.

For decades, the State of Arizona trusted me with its highest security clearance. Yet, in November 2021, a cold, assembly-line court system tried to erase my entire identity. They painted a cartoonish portrait of a "bad seed," using fraudulent records while I sat trapped in the cognitive fog of long-haul COVID-19, bullied into silence by my own attorney. They wanted to strip me of my civil rights. But they forgot who they were dealing with. This is the story of how a 74-year-old counselor outlasted a draconian system, beat a $21,000 weaponized judgment, won early freedom from probation, and stood tall to reclaim the rights that never should have been taken. Join me on my journey to fully recovering civil rights.

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The Trap and the Fog

I had tried to go back to work several times after being on social security disability.  I just was not getting enough money from the system to make it.  I was in great pain from an auto accident.  A lady rear ended me and totaled my car.  The MRI of my back and neck showed a condition called spinal stenosis.  I could barely walk.  The inclination towards inactivity was causing weight gain.  I was getting hooked on pain pills too.  I was not eating right and then discovered type two diabetes.  I was spiraling downward from “bad medicine” and no real answers.  Pain pills and metformin were given to me in ample quantities but even my mother was acting like a vulture in a tree.  I was lucky that I had gotten into subsidized housing.  It was all some sort of trap.  I had two teenagers and I was not the best example for them.  My mother and I had always had a strained relationship.  Mom had lupus so she wondered who I would leave my teenagers to.   That just did it.  I was going to have to save myself so my kids would make it.  I decided to go back to school and complete a master’s degree.  My mother being a worry wort vulture, did get me angry enough to do something.  

The first miracle happened.  I went to a meeting for people with arthritis and type two diabetes.  I listened to an amazing lecture on rebuilding the body.  Good nutrition and supplements landed in my lap at the perfect moment.    There were lots of supplements on her table and I just said, “I wish I had more money.”  Rosemary said,” I am going to loan you a book and I will give you some free samples to help you on your path”.  The book explained the need for certain minerals. My use of pain meds slowed down, 

I was taking a trace mineral supplement with MSM.  Methylsulfonymethane is a naturally occurring organosulfur or anti- inflammatory agent.  The first aspirin was tree bark. It was found to ease pain by reducing inflammation.  The second miracle was being able to work part time for an answering service.  It made all the difference in being able to buy better food and more supplements.  This was working well until it hit me. I would be getting a W-2 form and that would make my rent go up and my benefits go down.  For me this meant making more decisions.  I moved to Sedona and stayed with a friend.  I had to give up something and all together it meant collapse. 

When I was back in school for my masters, I traveled to Phoenix and had a weekend class.  I got financial aid.  I continued just working on my body and meditating and I also was doing Yoga.  All my health problems were improving so I thought it was time to go back to work.  I did that a little too fast.  It was a careful balancing act.  I just could not give up all my benefits, work, pay full rent, etc.  I could tell I would have to give up disability.  I got a full-time job. Got my own full rent apartment, and car payment.  I spent the weekend just recuperating.  I slept a lot. I needed a maid to keep me in a decent living space. Fortunately, I had good young adult kids. They did the laundry and vacuumed.  Eventually, though the ends were not meeting.  I was slowly getting into trouble.  Two federal agents came to my door and started asking questions. They were OK but I now realize they were trying to trap me.  I knew I had an overpayment and admitted that.  I also knew that I was sick again.  My body was doing this chronic fatigue thing.  The rheumatologist called it Fibromyalgia and it felt awful.  I felt like I had body flu. 

Several months later I had a subpoena, and it did not look good.  Several months after that I had covid.  I was very sick and stressed about money and SSD.  I felt like I was going to die in the hospital.  I signed out of the hospital without their blessing. I did feel that I would be a better nurse to myself than they would be in the hospital. 

Snap. I am sitting in the court room and I have a fever.  I had just turned 70 and I was thinking (how did I get here).  Most of my life I had been a social worker and then a counselor. For twenty years, the State of Arizona trusted me with its most vulnerable citizens. I held a level one Fingerprint clearance card, which is the highest security credential the state issues.  A counselor must have that clearance card and an unblemished legal record. But in November 2021, I sat at the defense table in a Maricopa County courtroom while a prosecutor who didn’t know me painted a portrait of a cartoon villain. 

The prosecutor kept referring to me as a “bad seed”. They introduced a fraudulent financial report. I was too sick to fight back. I had a heart problem that was new.  The prosecutor told the jury I had admitted to guilt.  I had only admitted to an overpayment.  The discussion at my home had not been recorded and it had not even been written down until 9 months later.  All my working life I had a perfect record. Did not even have a parking ticket, and never a DUI.  Did not party.  But now I am charged with three felonies.  One of them did not stick. My attorney was not on my side.  He yelled at me and intimidated me.  He said he wanted to be known as tough on crime.  He must have had political aspirations.  He was absolutely in league with the prosecutor.

I was told there was no time for me to testify.  I got so sick I asked for a continuance and my public defender refused to appeal for a continuance. 

Since my trial, I have asked attorneys why is there such corruption and need to slam people to the ground like a little bug?  It is so draconian.

The criminal justice system in Arizona is built on finality, not fairness. It is a bureaucratic machine designed to process files, secure maximum sentences, and lock the door behind you. Once they label you a felon, the system ensures it is nearly impossible to ever clear your name. Yet, I am writing this as a free person. I am writing this because the prosecution’s own administrative incompetence legally erased a $21,000 restitution penalty they tried to weaponize against me. I am writing this because a perceptive probation officer saw right through the state's draconian narrative, immediately slashed my monitoring, and terminated my four-year sentence a full two years early. This is the story of how elderly, disabled social worker outlasted a multi-million-dollar court machine, survived long-haul COVID, and forced the truth out of the shadows.

Case prosecutors are immune to being sued for their transgressions against us poor dumb people.  We don’t count.  I wonder why people allow this type of justice to go on.  I guess they have never been caught in the cross hairs of a rotten system.  I am not saying that people should not be accountable for the things they do.  There is no way to clear your name once you have been branded a criminal.  Once the jury sees you as a bad person.  They can crush you and do it with impunity.  They can be seen as tough on crime and people believe it.

I have lots of good DNA.  I am willing to put it on the line. I am willing to be a rable rouser. 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Part One and Two of My Thoughts After Watching Steven Spielbergs Disclosure Day Movie

 

My thoughts after watching Steven Spielberg’s Disclosure Day

Part Two: I watched This Movie Again.  Ahh.  I get some clarity. Part two is page two below.

I would like to thank Steven Spielberg for producing this movie.  It is very creative and should at least entice us to ask expansive questions.  For me, talking to animals is not unusual and I would say at least half of us humans are able to do that.  I have not taken a poll yet. 

I was disappointed at the end.  There are so many types of aliens, and they all have different agendas.  There is not just one all wise benevolent race of ETs.  I would think that the ending would have at least a panel of 100 different alien leaders and they would pick different problem areas that we on earth desire to work on and have some mentorship with.

My example with this is building world peace as number one.  The scientific suggestion would be to help all parts of our global human family to have the Abraham Maslow basics. Shelter, food, water, air, and health care.  Without question, the basics are needed to develop more advanced civilization.  Spirituality is probably the first segment.  There are races like those called the greys who deceived out leaders in the 1950s.  A race can be very advanced in weaponry and space travel, but if they are not advancing in knowing the creator and knowing love in all its aspects, I would have to break down this run on sentence to a literary work the size of War and Peace. 

When the end of the movie says “Listen” I was gob smacked.  What? Start by listening to your inner yearning for that relationship with “All That Is”.  We must know ourselves.  And there might be an All-Knowing Being to help.  First, we must achieve silence within.  We need to align with our own ancient wisdom.  No one else should tell you what to believe and what sort of world to build for yourself and others. Even when we zig left and should have zigged right, we made mistakes that caused a detour from the way our hearts wanted to go.   We are learning and correcting. When we make those errors, the learning is more profound than just taking someone’s word for it.

Going back to our panel of galactic experts, that would be a wonderful exploration of ways that our ET neighbors have found answers to problems.  Perhaps they had oceans that they had already cleaned up.  That is a wonderful segment that I would love to be part of. 

I believe we stand on the percipience of a new age of repair and healing.  My friend Bret had lots of people at a round table that were discussing disclosure.  I was a bit disappointed with this Spielberg movie.  I don’t think disclosure is about spy groups verses spy groups. And high-speed car chases and almost flattened by two opposing trains.  I am going to have to watch it again to figure out who the bad guys are. 

Part two and more insights.

I paid more attention to the movie the second time.  Certain facts got away from me because it was a thrill a minute and every second produced another rushed escape for

Fairchild and Daniel or Daniel and Jane. 

I paid much more attention to Colin Firth and his intentions.  He plays the part of Noah Scanlon, the head of the Wardex Corporation.  Wardex is the government and acts like the Majestic 12.  The original group of military men that President Harry Truman formed in 1947 They were an ultra-secret committee of scientists, military leaders, and government officials alleged to investigate and cover up alien spacecraft recoveries, such as the 1947 Roswell incident. The reason for this group might be tied to the cold war and the space race.  They entered into some terrible contracts with several regressive ET groups (it is alleged) Many now can put some important pieces together. 

Noah Scanlon seems to have a few telepathic gifts of his own.  He is trying to shut down the whistle blowing attempts of Daniel and Margaret Fairchild who were abducted as children.  It seems that it follows my blog about my abduction and participation in the Grey Hybrid program.  ( it is most likely a coincidence) Grey ETs were telling the humans they captured and the military that they were no longer able to produce natural offspring and they were looking at extinction.  They would also engineer human coupling so that children would later mate and produce the desired offspring.  The children had been the result of generations of designed genetically advanced humans.  My mother was abducted and as a result began her period at age 9.  That is early and she had problems with her reproductive system all her life. Suddenly, I am connecting some strange parallels with things I have written about in the past and Disclosure Day.  The Greys have been invited to leave our solar system by the newest regiment. Since 2021 combined efforts of our off-world relatives and those genuinely wanting to free humans from the control of regressive ETs succeeded.  our solar system, moon and Mars are now governed by earth and the Galactic Federation of Worlds.    There are still a few obstacles to overcome.  Here is the link to one of my personal experiences with the grey aliens https://nancylake.blogspot.com/2013/09/my-essay-on-hybrid-children.html

I have always been an animal communicator.  My mother and brother were alarmed with all the animals I came home with.  I did talk them into coming home with me and the family chased them off.  Disclosure Day animals are screen memories or implanted to help children feel less frightened.  Most abducted humans have implants placed into their bodies by the Greys.   There are many purposes for implants.  The movie does not really cover that.  There is a hint of that.  The movie is exciting and it is a thriller.  I don’t think it delves into the lives of Jane, Daniel’s girlfriend, nor Hugo and the need to recreate Margarete’s childhood home. I am not sure why Daniel and Margarete need to revisit the childhood abduction event to gain the needed ability to connect with the elderly benevolent ET at the end of the movie.  Sometimes abducted children have implants that are triggered for an important purpose is my guess.  If I were to rent it again in the future I might see another important connection to some of the experiences I have had. 

It this point, I feel satisfied that Steven did his best to knit some human experiences together.  The fact that the Greys did take us for a ride, leads me to say be careful.  There is information now that the hybrid children were meant to be replacements for the Greys.  The Greys wanted body’s that would allow them to function better and more fully with our earth’s atmosphere.  We would have been met with a terrible fate like a biological pandemic that would kill off many humans and leave plenty of room for the world the Greys would like to occupy.  They sort of pulled the wool over our eyes.  According to other advanced ET’s this is a trick they have often pulled with other rookies.  They promised technology to the earth’s governments for access to the human population.  We were pulled from the edge of our undoing by those who have been around the block. 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Give Us This Day Our Ezekiel Bread

 

I am finding that Ezekiel Bread and genuine Sourdough Bread give me a great boost of energy and none of the symptoms that cheap bread and gluten seem to leave with me.

I was able to purchase Ezekiel Bread at Walmart.  Amazing.  I did not know they carried it.

To find it:  Search sprouted grain bread.  It is usually in the freezer with other specialty breads. 

does sprouting wheat lessen the amount of gluten? Does it make gluten more digestible than non-sprouted grains?

Today I did the following AI search and was amazed by the amount of information. 

Yes, sprouting wheat does lessen the total amount of gluten and alters its structure, which can make it easier to digest for some people. However, it does not eliminate gluten entirely, meaning it is still highly toxic to anyone with celiac disease. [1, 2]

I will share that I do not have celiac disease.  However, I do experience an uncomfortable feeling after eating certain types of bread.  I might feel sluggish or have brain fog.  It is subtile but I prefer not to experience it.  I am type 2 diabetic and I have a Libre 3 plus glucose monitor button on my arm.  I watch for blood sugar spikes.  Certain breads like Hawaiian bread or white breads do spike my blood sugar.  I try to avoid those peaks and valleys.  

How Sprouting Affects Gluten Quantity

• Enzymatic breakdown: When a wheat berry sprouts, it activates natural enzymes (like protease) to feed the growing plant.
• Protein reduction: These enzymes break down storage proteins—including gluten—into simpler amino acids and peptides.
• Significant decrease: Research indicates that controlled sprouting can decrease the total measurable gluten content in the grain
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• Why Sprouted Wheat is More Digestible
• "Pre-digested" proteins: Because enzymes have already started breaking down the complex, tightly bound gluten proteins, your digestive system does not have to work as hard to process them. [1, 2]
• Starch conversion: Sprouting activates amylase enzymes that convert heavy starches into simpler carbohydrates, reducing the heavy, bloated feeling common with standard wheat. [1]
• Fewer anti-nutrients: The process breaks down phytic acid, which otherwise binds to minerals and inhibits your body’s digestive enzymes. [1, 2]

One slice of original Food for Life Ezekiel 4:9 Sprouted Grain Bread contains 5 grams of protein. [1]

I mentioned feeling more energized and free of gluten symptoms.  AI responded to me:

It is wonderful that you are feeling more energized and free of your typical symptoms when eating it! Your experience makes total sense based on how the bread is made.

Why Ezekiel Bread Boosts Your Energy

• Complete Protein: Because it combines grains (wheat, barley, millet, spelt) with legumes (lentils, soybeans), it forms a complete protein with all 9 essential amino acids, which aids muscle repair and sustained energy. [1, 2, 3, 4]
• Low Glycemic Index: Sprouting breaks down starches into simpler sugars that digest slowly, preventing the blood sugar spikes and crashes that cause fatigue. [1, 2]
• Increased Nutrient Bioavailability: The sprouting process unlocks vital B-vitamins, iron, and magnesium, making them easier for your body to absorb and utilize for daily energy. [1, 2, 3, 4]

Why You Aren't Having a Gluten Reaction

• Pre-Digested Gluten: As we discussed, the natural enzymes in sprouted grains break down the complex, rigid gluten proteins into smaller, more manageable chains. [1, 2, 3, 4]
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• No Added Vital Wheat Gluten: Most commercial breads add extra, highly concentrated "vital wheat gluten" to make the loaves fluffier. Food for Life never adds this, meaning there is significantly less total gluten for your gut to handle. [1, 2, 3, 4]

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Sourdough and Gluten Breakdown

Since you are interested in how sourdough affects gluten, the magic lies in a completely different process: long, slow bacterial fermentation. [1, 2, 3, 4]

[ Flour + Water ] ➔ [ Wild Yeast & Lactobacilli ] ➔ [ Lactic Acid Fermentation ] ➔ [ Breaks Down Gluten & Phytic Acid ]

• Lactobacilli and Acidity: Authentic sourdough uses a starter culture packed with Lactobacillus bacteria. As these bacteria ferment the dough, they produce lactic acid, lowering the pH of the bread. [1, 2, 3, 4]
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• Enzyme Activation: This acidic environment activates specific enzymes called proteases within the flour. [1]
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• Deep Protein Degradation: While sprouting relies on the seed's own growth enzymes, sourdough fermentation relies on these acid-activated proteases to aggressively chop up the proline- and glutamine-rich proteins that make up gluten. [1]

For people with non-celiac gluten sensitivity, a traditional, long-fermented sourdough (fermented for 24 to 48 hours) can break down gluten so thoroughly that it becomes virtually unnoticeable to the digestive system. Like sprouted bread, it is still unsafe for celiac disease, but excellent for a sensitive gut. [1, 2, 3, 

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Earth Contactee shares a message from our space brethern

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I am sharing this from Elena Danaans book "Gift from the Stars". It is a message from our Galactic Space Brethern and it is quite sobering. It was for me anyway. Perhaps all nations should remove those horrible bombs from our planet? Not just Iran?

In 1973, Ummites transmitted, via a Terran contactee, this message: “For 30 years we have studied your science, your culture, history and civilizations All this information we have carried from your Earth to Ummo in our titanium crystals codified with data. We have demonstrated to you our culture and our technology in purely descriptive form - so you cannot convert them or realize them practically. We have done this because we note with sadness that you employ your sciences primarily for war and the destruction of your own selves, which continue as your principal objective. You are like children playing with terrible and dangerous toys which will destroy you. We can do nothing! A cosmic law says that each world must take its own path, to survive or to perish. You have chosen the second. You are destroying your planet - annihilating your species, and contaminating your atmosphere and your seas until now this is irreversible. With sadness we contemplate your insanity, and understand that the remedy is only in yourselves. We can not look forward a great distance into your future because your psyche are completely unpredictable and capricious bordering on paranoia. As your elder brothers in this cosmos, we urgently desire with all our hearts your salvation. Do not destroy your beautiful blue planet, a rare atmospheric world that floats so majestically in space, so full of life. It is your choice. ”

Nancys Knowing for this New Year 2026 Predictions

I will be watching Hallmark movies tonight until later. I think it would be nice to have a home and invite people over for a movie night. Non alcholoic sparkling ciders and chips and dip. Maybe next year. Sounds good. I had another dental appointment on Monday so I am healing up from that right now. I had a pretty good year this year. I am praying for this New Year to bring world wide Peace.

I really get this feeling the way we do banking and handle money is going to flip. Really flip. And it will be transparant and secure. I am seeing that there will be new vaccines that are safer and not contaminated. They will be effective too. Why get a vaccine that doesnt work? There will be new break throughs in mental health treatment and it is about time. We have been stuck on stupid in the Mental field. There will be a car developed that is a real game changer. It has more safety features because of a new type of metal. It is gas efficient too. It will be so perfect that the other styles of cars don't sell as well. Domes appear. I am seeing Dome communities. They control weather and have a powerful effect on reclaiming the soil. There will be more solid research about climate change and how it does not make sense. The only thing bad is that it will take a bit more time for the econmomy to prosper again. It will be slower than we would like but by next year there will be new ways to buy or finance a home. oh, the vaccine is for a new deadly fungus that spreads easily. This time the vaccine works like a charm. Thank the Lord we are getting past this kind of "germ warfare"

So much good stuff is coming. I will return to add more predictions as I get them in the next day or two. For now I wish everyone the best and safest night.

My Rotten Experiences with Yelp. Small businesses need real help

 

I am writing the conclusion of my Yelp experience with a prayer for something similar but much better to be created.   Small businesses can use a service like Yelp with a fair system of rating.  The fallowing conversations will illuminate my asking for something better.  Right now, it seems Yelp probably exists because of the dark side.  They lie, extort, manipulate 5-star reviews by hiding them.  While filtering positive reviews, they allow negative reviews to exist and scar people for life.  If these reviews were honest and justified it would not be the death of a business.  A business can benefit in knowing about customer disatisfaction and then improve.  Yelp is very expensive for new businesses.  They will call frequently with incentives but a small struggling business will pay about 400 dollars per month.  That is not based on clicks per day.  Yelp has been known to manufacture the precise number of clicks needed to charge that amount of money.      

Conversation one.  My arm is sore from being twisted by Yelp salespeople wanting me to experience their new and improved ways of driving people to my website.   I must seem like “fresh meat“ to them.   They can’t show me how this works without getting my credit card number first.   I did not give them my credit card number.   They got impatient, “we have been talking for an hour now” and they want you to talk. Then they have some kind of funnel speech that will help your business   I have been with Yelp since 2012. I have heard all their campaigns.  

They haven’t changed.  Two different people told me that I could stop advertising at any time if it did not seem to work for me.   I told them that I had tried to stop it when I realized there was no traffic coming to my site.  I went through the process of turning it off on my end.  They failed to tell me they also must turn it off on their end. I ran up a bill because I believed that my ad program was shut down.  They went ahead and charged my credit card. It is hard to be a small business.  Pirates, lies, tricks and shenanigans are waiting to rob us and all they must do is have your card number. 

I have had wonderful conversations with salespeople.  They seem genuine enough and they complimented my business.  Then in the twinkling of an eye the deal turns south.   There is a video on YouTube called “Billion Dollar Bully”.   It is about Yelp.  Here Is that link:  https://youtu.be/9OsbLQ8pUOk?si=bo3L_UM0s5uybZzh

This documentary goes into detail and spells out how they operate.  It seems that small businesses would be aware of this tricky service and not choose them.   The sad truth is that it is hard to find free advertising and any advertising is better than none. If you have a chance to say a little bit about your business and share a website and contact information it does help.

Yelp said that they would create my first add campaign and give me a 300-dollar discount. They still made 150 dollars as the amount charged was 450.  I had believed it would be less.  If there was something like Yelp where they would charge much less, how wonderful.  Yelp wants your blood like a vampire. They are lethal.  They could easily turn into heroes to new and struggling businesses.  There is so much competition among small businesses.  It is not unusual for a competing business to write a bad review.  It is simple enough to pay a yelp reviewer to use your service.  When I suspected this, the representative at Yelp said, there is no way to remove a bad review. There is an elite class or professional class of Yelp reviewers called the Elites. If your business gets reviewed by an Elite or two you will know it.  They say things in their review that do not ring true.  I called one of my one star reviewers and offered her a refund or a re-do.  She did not want either one of those.  She did add to her negative review that I would not leave her alone.  Anyone can leave a review, but they must have really engaged in a service you offer. But even that has been disputed.  There really is no hard and fast rules at Yelp. 

A Billon Dolar Bully has some winning strategies about dealing with yelp.  They suggest getting congress to pass some laws that will clarify Yelp is not getting rich as a reviewer, most of their money is made from advertising.   They target small businesses, and they can smash a new business by arranging  negative reviews. That is extortion. That is just another day at Yelp for a salesperson.  Be ware, salespeople are very expendible too just like a small vulnerable business.  Yelp pressures their staff to preform well and be sales person of the month,  and if they don't produce,  they are dropped.  It is a harsh dog eat dog environment.  Watch that video if you are a customer.  You might be on Yelp and not know it.  Anyone can add your busienss and you cannot remove it. 

Phoenix Homelessness Is About to Get a Big Boost From the Middle Class

 Yes,  siree,  it is my Nancy Knowing.  I got really involved in who is making significant change in policy and adhereing to good plans?   It is not Katie Hobbs, our govenor.  

I spent some quality time today watching videos on homelessness. I spent the better part of a life time helping families who were trying to cure drug addiction and homelessness. I don't judge and no one should. You can only say what is good and wise for yourself. Otherwise, your creating dependency. It is that old saying of teaching a man to fish and take his kids fishing too. Best to be a good example and allow others to take steps towards their preferred path.  

Counseling isn’t fixing the problems of others. It is a special type of listening. As people speak, you might hear the words between the words. If you are lucky, you will find a hook, you will ask the right questions and leave an awkward silence. That silence will be filled by God and the person in front of you. You were there as a counselor, the handmaiden, of the next step. I also have a Nancy Knowing. I don't let people whine and carry on. No, they don't get a little cheese with that whine, but they will get a chance to shine. Whatever it takes, move the focus, redirect, look down the road.

Everyday there are choices to make. A thousand baby steps will get you to your goal. So celebrate each day and each step. Edgar Cayce said the mind is the builder and he was right. We are building all the time. I had a afternoon nap today and it was just what I needed. I dreamt I was in a township, and it reminded me of a Hallmark movie similar to "When Calls the Heart." It was the late 1800s and I loved the way people were dressing and behaving. I had been making choices that were right for that town. I knew everyone, so these people were most likely soul family. Some were plucked from my own family tree. My Grandfather was there and he is and was my seanathair Gaelic pronounced Shin a there. My Grandfather was Gaelic, and I was lucky to have him. OK, so many family. It was a nice visit. Different branches have different special qualities.  It is colorful. 

It is my Nancy knowing, and Nancy Code of Ethics, just because you are manifesting abundance, you can't ignore the homeless. It will come around in a bad way. Another Nancy knowing: You don't have to re-invent the wheel on helping the homeless but know these things. It will come from the grass roots. In Arizona Governor Katie Hobbs vetoes every bill that suggest best action for the homeless. Don’t wait for the wealthy either. They might not have the right sort of humanity for all this. It will come from the churches which will be hubs of strategy. Ideas that work include: Create tax incentives for home builders to create more modest homes with parks and edible landscaping. In Phoenix there are "safe space" designated areas. They have 24-hour security, laundry and free clothes, and showers. each homeless person gets a number for their space. And it is working quite well. People will move up the Maslow Hierarchy and on to jobs and better housing. Phoenix has a industrial Center where many factories could provide overnight parking for people living in cars and vans. This could be extra income for industrial lots. Right now many areas are off limits for overnight parking. And during the day shade is quite important. The temperature inside a car can be 140 degrees in Pheonix. Just visit phoenix.gov/council to get more ideas. Get your church to have special committees for the homeless and find out what your city council is doing to help. I learned a lot today. I can help a great deal as just one person just making those calls.

It is my Nancy Knowing, that says, don't just complain, without campaigning and being focused on the solution. Also, don't wear yourself out helping people. I used to do that all the time. In social work jargon it is called burn out. I bet you can find a few hours a week to devote to community service and actually make it enjoyable. Then go picnic with friends. I don't like being "advice driven". I’m just saying Pheonix must create more low-cost housing before next year and I am going to remind our city council quite a bit. I know some of the council folks and oversight is a good idea. And, And, And it aint just Phoenix, this is becoming global. The UK is having issues, just about everywhere. Please lend a hand and know that helping others is the fastest way I know to get rich, pleasantly plump and fashionable. Skip all the way to the bank but first find your humanity.  That is where the real wealth is.  

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My blog has approximately 84,000 views.  It began in 2012 when there was such a stir about the Mayan Calendar and the end of the world.  I felt led to post about relevant issues and I noticed lots of comments and responses.  I still welcome responses, but you must email them now.  The comment rules have been changed by the powers that be.  There were many times my brain would light up with a certain muse or energy and I knew I was getting a channeled message from my higher guidance.  I would not eat or do anything until I had written that essay.  I would then go back and correct it later.  I am terrible at spelling.  I grew up being Dyslexic.  I speak on a wide range of subjects as I feel led by the Universe.

So let’s begin with number one in my list of ten: https://nancylake.blogspot.com/2014/03/asmr-triumphant-time-for-tingles.html

Written March 2014.  This is a highly personal essay about ASMR.  ASMR stands for autonomous sensory meridian response, and I began noticing this response in childhood. My great aunt was a beautician, and she owned a shop in Texas.  She would brush my hair and French braid it.  As she worked with my hair, I would experience tingles all over.   It is a lovely, relaxing feeling and I maintain it is a type of healing energy.  This essay is the most viewed and that has always surprised me. 

            Post two: https://nancylake.blogspot.com/2012/11/fairy-magic-at-findhorn-scotland.html  This post is about our trip to Scotland.  Vance and I participated in many workshops at the Findhorn Foundation.  I explain how this community got its unusual start, and I discuss whether or not it lived up to its magical reputation.  I am glad that we experienced the wee people or nature divas, and this trip did have a profound impact on my life. 

            Number three post comes in at 4,600 approximate views.  I have rounded up just a little knowing that time has been good for my most popular posts. I wrote this post in 2012. The Title is: The Toughness of Tall White Alien Mothers.  I was able to interview Charlie Hall about his experiences with an alien group he calls the “tall whites”.  I have two interviews with Charlie; however, this one became a viral hit very quickly.  Tall white mothers believe they love their children more than Earth mothers do.  Link. https://nancylake.blogspot.com/2012/10/the-toughness-of-tall-white-alien.html

            The number four most popular post is an essay on my many near death experiences.  I would say I have about 10 posts on both my NDE’s and other NDE’s.  I titled this one as: My Many Lessons from My NDE’s.   I have learned so much from these rendezvous with heaven and God.  I love sharing these experiences. Here is the link: https://nancylake.blogspot.com/2013/07/my-many-lessons-from-ndes-six-near.html

            The next blog is interesting to me.  As I read now, I am comparing Esther Hicks teachings with traditional psychology.  I am not sure if it is even balanced. I go heavy into what Hicks believes are the underlying causes of bipolar mental distress.  I wanted to re-write it and I probably will.  In the mean while it is my fifth most popular post.  The title is Skating with Bipolar Illness.  And the link is: https://nancylake.blogspot.com/2016/09/bipolar-bears-skating-with-abraham-hicks.html

            The sixth post in terms of popularity is called: What About Bob’s Baby Steps.  And it is based on one of my favorite movies.  What about Bob.  It has the best comedic actors ever and it is well written.  It is actually sound therapy.  I do it all the time.  I reduce all the scary things I must do down to baby steps.  Today I went to a dental appointment with lots of “self-talk”. Just get there. Just go and listen to some advice today, I advised myself.  I find it works very well.  Link:https://nancylake.blogspot.com/2012/10/what-about-bobs-baby-steps.html

            Seventh Place Post is about my psychic development under a famous psychic named Jan Ross.  Jan hired me on the spot.  She said just write your name down.  I guess that said it all. I wasn’t sure how I would pan out as a psychic, but I worked the psychic fairs. I did pretty well, and I have my favorite stories of readings that took me in a whole new direction.   Link: https://nancylake.blogspot.com/2012/10/jan-ross-and-my-personal-proof-of.html

            The Eighth Post is about me.  I did a blurb about me and all the paranormal adventures in my life.  Sometimes I get lack luster when it comes to creating a biography spot.  I must be in the right place to make it all seem new and worthwhile.  I waited until I was high on life and then recounted all those things that made me, me.  I think that process worked.  It is a popular post.  The title is About Angel Bell.   I had a website for about five years called Angel Station.  I picked up the handle of Angel Bell and in some circles I still am.  The Link is: https://nancylake.blogspot.com/2015/02/about-angel-bell.html

            Number nine spot is one of my favorite blogs.  It is so nice that other people liked it as well.  This title is: Snap Shots of God.  I was explaining that my NDE, as well as other NDE’s gives us a unique glimpse of who God is.  I have read so many NDE accounts that it is like looking at a mosaic with everyone’s puzzle piece creating the Bigger Picture of God.  Arguments break out over what God wants and thinks.  It is all a big mystery.  I think how can anyone say they are an atheist.  You must have a rough concept of God; to then decide you don’t believe it.  Talk about going down a rabbit hole, yeah, and it was the most creative exploration yet.  Link:  https://nancylake.blogspot.com/2015/08/snap-shots-of-god.html

            OK here is the last one in the top ten.  Link: https://nancylake.blogspot.com/2012/11/beyond-jetsons-our-future-citys-and-cars.html  I decided to start off with the link.  It is rather easy to guess the subject.  It is all about future dreams I have had, and my children have had.  And it makes me seem like a liar.  So many things have already been created that were not at all happening when I first dreamt about them.  The title is: Beyond the Jetsons. Our Future Cities and Cars.  With Elon Musk all things are on the drawing table it seems.   Remember the Jetsons?  That cartoon got a lot of things right.  It is amazing.  I think it is fun to remember all the progress we have made.  

           

 

 

 

 

Medium, Nancy shares a message for Charlie Kirk's widow and children

 

What I would say to Charlie Kirk's widow and family

 

OMG.  I have been crying since September 10^th.

 I am a natural medium and I began seeing my great grandfathers as a child.  I was protected from a fire at age five by a guardian relative.  This is the shortest little bio information.  My grandmother was a Southern Baptists, and I went to church with her.  My emerging psychic gifts, or gifts of the spirit, did not please her.  She and I loved each other but had an unsettled truce between us.   I am still, to this day, unsure of how to defend my gifts to those who don’t have these gifts or feel that they come from the devil.  I don’t feel that these gifts are bad and they have allowed me to help other people as a counselor. If the Old Testament says not to seek out soothsayers and mediums, OK.  I wonder why they were afraid and why that warning gets quoted so many times. I also wonder if Erika Kirk would share this concern.

I loved Charlie Kirk and his way of debating with young people.  I loved the person he was but I did not agree with all he said.  Charlie had such a cheerful presence, it was impossible not to love him.  I feel I must get to the point of this essay.   I have been having so many psychic downloads about Charlie.  First, every time someone says RIP Charlie, I gag.  Charlie is a whirlwind of energy right now.  I see him riding a bicycle at the speed of light around the globe.  He is omnipresent and with all those who remember him.  Charlie is an avatar for this millennia and he is the poster boy for significant change.  Erika mentioned that she will keep his name and memory alive, and yes, I believe her.  However, it appears she has tremendous help from the Universe at large.

 

 I am not a fan of the expression RIP.  The dead are often more alive than us who are incarnate.  That is a strange paradox.  I say, you go Charlie.  He could not rest in peace with the tsunami of energy surrounding him anyway. 

I keep getting the vision of Charlie being cloned.  I was listening to people in Korea saying, “I am Charlie Kirk”, and in London and all over the globe.  There is such an outpouring of genuine respect and love for him.  I feel that Charlie embodies certain universal traits and those would include freedom of speech, listening to people and respecting their opinions, staying true to your values, and pure passion.  Charlie was passionate about his life and his message.  So, what would I say directly to Erika? 

Erika.  You don’t have to say goodbye to Charlie.  He will be with you. You will have so many people devoted to you and your well-being.  There should not be any significant cause for concern.   I hope that you are open to communicating with Charlie and accepting that life continues and love never dies.  His love will be manifested.  I wonder about Charlies parents.  I wonder about his siblings. There must be something about the way he was raised that made him the firecracker he was.  I understand his parents are very private people.

I also feel that Charlie may send a partner to Erika, and he will be a Dad for those kids.  I think Erika needs some time to work through her grief.  It seems to be like 3 or 4 years away on the event horizon. 

I want to say how sorry I am and that she is very strong and will make good decisions for herself and those kids.  We are all praying for you. 

Written by Nancy Lake, Phoenix, AZ

Nancylake444.com   

oh, I forgot to add a youtube link.  This is the link to listen to Candace Owens, eulogy. It is such a good celebration of Charlie and How he got started.  Please take the time to watch it.  They were such good friends.  

https://www.youtube.com/live/_dRaEO47-co?si=S2MKSe-FlXhd3P3S

Hey Nancy Lake. Who am I?

 

My name is Nancy Lake

Psychic Counselor.  Professionally, I have been a clinical mental health counselor with a little something extra. I have a MA in Counseling, and I was born with several gifts.  I am clairvoyant and clairsentient and have a mix of all the clairs like clairaudient at times. I can zero in on a problem area and suggests solutions very quickly.  No need for weeks of discovery in counseling.   I offer free 15-minute sessions to new clients to see if we click.  I don’t believe it is business as usual when most USA citizens are struggling.  I hope to offer continued help to those who need answers on a donation basis.

More about me. 

I have a blog.  I wrote a biography as a blog, and I will add the link for that.
https://nancylake.blogspot.com/2015/02/about-angel-bell.html
now I have another website: 
nancylake444.com
I had a website called Angel Station and my handle was Angel Bell.  My eldest son created
The logo for that website. It was an angel.  Then when Jason was 27, he transitioned to the other side.  I know how horrible grief can be.  Losing a kid is a different kind of grief. 
I was so lucky to have two sons in my life.  We were close and yet it wasn’t all cotton candy.  We grew spiritually because we just kept trying to keep things together.  There was fighting until we had a shift in consciousness.   We came together over loved ones lost. 

Jason’s Angel.  Zak helped too.  

 My family of origin was not religious, but my grandmother was.  She was a Baptist, and I really think it held her together to have a Bible and a close relationship with Jesus.  I have explored many different paths.  And I believe that there is ONE LOVE.  We all come from Cosmic Parents.  It is wonderful to find a church or temple where the message lifts you up and the people support you.  I believe one day you will be quite surprised about all the different kinds of people in heaven.  And lets just say, probably all of us will be in heaven.  Before Jesus's Ascension,  our souls did not die.  Jesus spoke with the disincarnate souls of Elijah and Moses as witnessed by the disciples.  Jesus did not do two things:  act as a sacrifice and he did not remove death.  He did remove the fear of death by visible showing us that he could physically ascend.  He was the son of God.  We all are children of God, but he was the wayshower because he was advanced beyond the people he came to help.  He was a dynamic speaker, teacher, demonstrator of the unseen power, alchemist as water into wine,  healer, counselor, psychic, bi-locator etc, etc, etc.  And we are 99% sure he was not concieved in the usual way, but inseminated by a very advanced ET race .  I kept thinking Jesus needs a makeover because we have a stereotype of a marytar and I know him differently.  Forturnately, I found this video that gives us a much needed view of Jesus.  See what you think. 

https://youtu.be/kei6W5no34s?si=WltWU_n_E1X_OUKv

OK so what do I do anyway? 

 
I would like to talk about my services.  

I was born psychic.  By the way we are all psychic.  That does not make me special.  What does make me just a bit special is that I have developed my psychic ability,  telepathy,  and clairvoyance.  I love to teach classes on development.  I can do that. 

I am an animal communicator.  It is very easy for me to communicate with animals.  I call them fur angels.   They are so precious.  They love us so much.  All I really need is a picture of the pet or animal. Just email it to me. Then we can schedule a zoom session with your fur baby present...or feather baby etc.  And if I can communicate with animals it is really easy to communicate with non verbal children and those on the spectrum.  It is always a priviledge to break through to them.

I also work with the fairies now.  They are a slightly higher frequency and it does not take more than a slight frequency change to become invisible.  They are available to me and I do zoom readings witht their help.  Just book a session on my new website nancylake444.com

 
I also love history and find it exciting to read past lives. I love Akashic Records.

We will find significant lifetimes in your aura.   I can bring together those orphans that have become unloved parts of yourself and bring them home.  I like to look at soul contracts as well.

 My profile photo. 

  I am 72 years old.  I started reading for my friends in high school at age 15.   Too many years to count.  It was colorful and full of surprises.  I like to use Solution Focused counseling techniques.  Sometimes healing the past may need some quantum soul line jumping.  What ever it takes to heal and move forward, I am all in.

Animal Totems are great signifiers of what might be off in someone’s life.  My Cherokee ancestors were Christian, but they seem to include wisdom of the past ways to help them cope with the trail of tears event.   I am happy to say it lives on. 

GGG Cherokee Grandfather, with his Irish wife and their daughters
 

In Closing, I would like to say distance does not matter with my readings. All I need is your name, birth date, and the sound of your voice over the phone. You will only be a heartbeat away. 

 

 This is my youngest son, Zak,  he fed this sparrow and it made it. 

You might enjoy my Facebook Group.  Manifesting Abundance

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