Thursday, January 9, 2014

Did I have a past life as Saint Francis?




I know that most people want to be someone significant when it comes to past lives. There are millions claiming to be Cleopatra, as one example. In truth we have been many things: Pauper, King, female, male, priest priestess. We have had life times on other planets too. In one past life reading, I discovered someone had been a mer-person (mer-maid or mer-man). Did I live a past life time as Saint Francis of Assisi? And if so, what would I do with such amazing information now? If... I was like him, I might be unable to say I was him. I don't feel those similarities. If I had been Saint Francis, wouldn't this life time be better? As my son said, I don't think you would have to come back...you graduated. You would be an ascended master. Does that mean that I would have to sit on a fluffy cloud and play a harp? What if I wanted another chance to live and express in a different way and in a different time? Another chance to be a renegade and this time as a female dynamo? Wild and crazy as it seems. Maybe it is truth.

It really isn't that strange to think there is a connection.  Let me say that my soul has always been a renegade. Regardless of the life time and personality; Freedom was always more important than money, position or power. Then I did have a life time as a gorgeous social climber in London they say. No I was not Lilly Langtree. My name was Margo. There are a chain of life times that lead up to the Assisi life.

It does explain my resiliency. I honestly don't think another soul could have lived this life of mine and not been on the other side by now. I almost exited this world at age 4 when I developed pneumonia. My childhood was quite challenging for me.


What has happened in this lifetime to tell me this is true?  My parents were not religious. We celebrated Christmas without much emphasis on the Birth of Jesus story.  They had protestant backgrounds.  My father being a doctor was scientifically focused most of the time. Both parents had very unusually high standards for us children and unusually difficult disciplines. Clearly at age 4 I had the right idea...¨lets blow this Popsicle stand¨.  I am sure they were trying shape me and my brothers into some sort of perfection...by their standards. Sadly it had the opposite effect on me.  I started doing poorly in school.  I remained many days under my bed hiding and talking to my blue stuffed rabbit, Tony.   

I have written about Tony before. Tony was the wisest of rabbits. He was able to love me. guide me. and encourage me to go on. Thank God for whatever spirit entity Tony was.  I survived childhood. I tried to protect my younger brother Bruce from the harshness I  experienced.  I was five years older. My little brother became addicted to heroine as a young adult.  My brother died of a drug overdose. I miss him. I will not blame my parents here, but I will say It was a very hard life for him.  My older brother is still living.  I will not discuss anything about him.  


At age six I could talk to animals...and they would follow me home, wild ones and domesticated ones.  My older brother would throw rocks at them to chase them off.  I am unclear as to why this bothered him. He was indoors and I was outdoors. Before sleep, I had nightly teachers show up (in spirit). I was in training from a very young age. Finally I remember requesting they back off.  I just wanted to be a kid for a while.  It stopped for a while.  At age ten I was obsessed with the life of Saint Francis. My mother received a book from a book club she belonged to called ¨The Little Flowers of Saint
Frances¨
.  I read it many times.  Then for the next year I checked out every book I could find at the library on the life of St. Francis. I totally related to his life story and what he was trying to do. This was an interesting obsession for such a young person who did not belong to a Catholic Family.  When I was 14 I told my mother that I wanted to convert to Catholicism and become nun.  My Mom chided me saying. ¨well if you want to be a nun, begin by obeying your parents.¨ It did not go over well with the significant members of my family. Was it a stage, an identity seeking stage. Perhaps. I am glad I did not do that again. I already have had some nuns lives as well.


When I was living on the Navajo Reservation, I was introduced to a psychic who did a past life reading.  She told me I had been the personality of St. Francis. When she said it, I lit up inside. She said I had also worked closely with the personality called William Shakespeare and might have been that person as well.  I feel that Shakespeare was an actor who in part became a producer/director and a conglomerate of famous writers of that golden era.  Several of us met in pubs to write parts of the now famous plays.  In fact I wondered if I was a female who contributed a slightly different perspective to certain parts of the written plays.  There was much mind melding going on with that group. That group was very inspired by unseen forces. In a sense you could say they channeled much of the information.  I would call it a soul group with a singular purpose to express and define the human condition in a way that had not been attempted before.


I did not entirely believe or accept this past life information at the time.  Now I wonder.  


There are still some reasons I don't want to totally believe it. It feels weighty.  For years my guidance has been bringing me messages for others. Often they say do you know who you are yet? I always wanted to run from knowing. I think all of us are much more than we know. We would all run if we knew the gifts we hold.


Today I asked my guides, is it true, it is time to know. I got a yes, and now I am unsure again. I don't think it really matters at all.  


 


Sincerely


Nancy


aka ¨Angel Bell¨

Friday, January 3, 2014

2014 Predictions. Part Two



I decided to include all the pages here.  Why join a newsletter that you don't intend to read.  ?

OK, the rest of the story.

I see a new use for Volcanos. They are helpful for many things. Someone wants to stir up a lava flow...but don't worry there are no casualties.

Good News for our Bees.  There is help and pressure to remove anything toxic to bees from pesticides. X rated robots.  Yes, well they are on the rise too. Life size sex objects by mail order. There is a new virus coming that is transmitted sexually. New STD's make ¨casual dating¨ really dangerous.  They act much faster and death comes in a short time. I hate telling this type of not good news.  

There are some powerful new unions opening up for fast food workers and service industry workers.  I feel good about it for the most part.  It will improve the lives of many.  The Affordable Health Care Act will be welcome finally, there are some bugs to work out. Many people will love it.
Another worrisome item is WHO demanded vaccinations. I hear the words, ¨super bugs and nanobots¨ whispered to me from my marvelous guides.  It will be hard to decide if the prevention is worse than the illness. Some people die from the flu no matter what, however watch for the fear factor in amping up on casualties.

There are some new ways of getting more accurate news. I feel the Clear Channel monopoly will be broken. Russia will operate a station from Canada...I hear Montreal. That will be a good thing.  We will get world news from a less biased source.  I know, during the cold war that would not be a welcome idea. It will be great now. It will open the door to seeing things in a less lopsided way.

Cuba may open its doors wider as well and again, I believe it is a good gesture and not to be feared in anyway.  The world is getting smaller and they all are wanting peace as much as we do.  Sadly there are those who profit from war.  The huge banking cartel loans money to countries and sometimes funds both side of a war. My brother found this so hard to believe. He called it conspiracy.  I told him OK, Google: Bilderberg Group
It was a conspiracy ten years ago until so many journalist found out about it. Now it is so documentable. There are agendas of ruthless, inhumane people, bloodlines like the Rothschilds, who might not be entirely human. There is so much about them that defies having a human heart. I can't even start to talk about it.  I would leave my vortex and get upset. It would sound ¨crazy¨ except for all the millions of worldwide atrocities committed with impunity.  Do some research, but don't get buried in it. It is a mood killer.  And this is a Happy New Year and we want to keep it that way!

This year we will see many females running for President. And I don't think Hillary will be the final choice. But lets leave some fun in the race. I don't want to know. Next year I might hone in on all the politics regarding our next US president.

More people will invest in hydroponic gardens. And it makes sense. Even small apartments can do this and share with neighbors. Hey, you grow green beans and I will grow tomatoes and we can all share in the harvest.

There will be more and more focus on the Hopi Nation. I feel that they don't need a casino. They will need hotels for all the world visitors as they open up on predictions and culture. I saw a Hopi Rain Dance in person. I got the worse sunburn on my face that day, but it was a vision that I will honor all my life. I was invited there by a neighbor while I lived on the Navajo Reservations.  These experiences found me...I did not plan one of these events. My then husband did not graduate with his teaching degree until late September. The only teaching job available was in Chinle, Arizona. One of their high school teachers had just quit. We promptly moved up there and it was such wonderful cultural expansion for me.  Life is full of surprises.

I feel disclosures of UFO and extraterrestrials or races other than humans from earth will come front and center when several fighter jets from our US Air Force are deflected from a huge mothership in place daylight. They can be no casualties, because this would create such an incident. There are the aliens that are for us humans and those not looking out for us.  Again, don't decide too quickly, based on the media, who is who.  Stay calm!

Debt is so horrible for many people and it is too the point that there will be government programs to help restore credit to many decent hard working people. I see it being a great program but I don't see it after 2016. Get in on this while Obama is in office. Fair warning.

There are a few more things I am seeing.  Let is all leave some of the future to speculation. It will be a great year.  I welcome it with open arms.

With Abounding Cosmic Love

Nancy

Wednesday, January 1, 2014

Indigo Moon Predictions for 2014

Indigo Moon 2014 Predictions




This has been a wonderful Holiday Season for me and Zac.  We count all our blessings. The smallest everyday blessings mean so much.  We live in the now.  Find small celebrations every day.  That is what I am going to do.  That might be my only resolution.

I started meditating this AM and divided all my questions into several categories.  Me, Zac, Family, Close Friends, Acquaintances, Arizona, USA, North American Continent and the World.

Arizona

More polarity for our state.  There will be a citizen organized effort to reclaim some of our desert. I see the effort of people planting trees and developing small oasis like acres that in the future start to converge.  There are water problems here.  I see the area south of Yuma which is Mexico and Rocky Point working with us on desalination programs and huge pipeline running under ground all the way to Tucson and Parts of the California border as well. These areas become recreational paradises in the future.  The political fortress becomes more Ivory Tower and unapproachable.  Corrupt practices are near being exposed.  Money is being funneled in different ways.  Those who follow the Arizona money trail will be revealing more.  There will be more privatization of some government programs. There will be less focus on family and community.  This causes some of the bigger religions to have a swell in population.  I see the Methodist, Presbyterian, Baptist and others becoming a protected environment for debate and forum in areas that are considered political.  Freedom of religion is still a time honored constitutional right.  Other groups will be not as lucky on assembling and discussing policy.  I see this a good thing.  People need to open up about issues regarding family and the middle class.  Irregardless of the belief and dogma, it is a significant changing force when people come together in consensus and blocks of votes will be the arsenal.  

There will be a new Arizona governor of the male gender.  I don't feel good about this person, however, some policies are good.  Overall, this is not someone I would vote for.  Smaller elections become vitally important.  I see district races that are significant and will cause the population to move towards different locations.  There will be divisions along district borders.  There will be innovative and new thinking in certain state areas.  I say look west of the metropolitan metropolis for the most significant developments. I am looking at La Paz and North Mohave Counties.  I see a new college town emerging soon, very west border.  The extreme East area as well such as Greenlee County will have a whole new way of being and it will be so environmentally friendly.

USA

Look at certain states to become leaders in ground breaking legislation.  States to watch are Colorado, Washington, Michigan, Texas, Louisiana, and Alabama.  There might be a few surprise states like, Alabama, Minnesota, and Tennessee to watch as well.  

Personal Discovery:  Big segway:

I have a relative in my distant family tree who was a great Grandmother of Irish descent, and her name was Tennessee Kennedy.  Love that name. I am related to Daniel Boon(e) as well.  His brother Squire Boon's line is in my tree. Our line dropped the (e).  I have been working on genealogy for the last ten years.  Last year I also uncovered a documented Cherokee Ancestor listed on the Alabama Indian Removal Documents.  Early America was wild and free and apparently in the first 100 years, many Americans were of mixed ethnic origins.  It just makes history so colorful, doesn't it?  I had to share that.

Within these surprises that state legislators and Governors launch you will find, welfare reform, legalization of hemp products, new mechanisms to acquire homes and a whole new American line of automobile.  GM, Ford and Chevy...move over because there is a whole new employee owned type of car line coming forward.  Certain developments will occur in home building and appliances.  There will be ¨sensitive windows¨.  Sensitive to light and then able to change colors and sensitive to being more like storm windows or letting in outdoor air.  More efficient design will happen with central heating and cooling.  

I wish Obama well and have prayers going towards him for his safety. Someday he will write a book, a memoir and it will be a best seller.  He is beginning it now, which sadly tells me he does wonder about his own well being.  I feel his book is in the works. Later, 10 years from now, I feel we will evaluate him differently.  Until some time goes by, I think he might be out there golfing with Tiger Woods.  His path is both interesting and it is also like riding a Brahma Bull.  Some times he is straddled between the rock and hard place.  That is how I see this next year for him. I do see him as a visionary, but some of those visions just could not take root at this time.

More is in the works for biodegradable containers and new metals.  I see some huge improvement in the Pacific Ocean.  Out states on the coast, Oregon, Washington and Northern California start a cleanup effort that will greatly improve the ocean ecosystem.  Alaska is joining in the effort to help the arctic sea life, polar bears and other fragile ecosystems in this way.  A new Alaskan Governor is coming up.  I got that and then decided a better look it up too.  Yip, my guides were right on the money.  This new leadership is much needed.  It will be a close race!  It will be ¨hot¨ in Alaska as the politics get going.  

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Happy Reading and Happy New Year!

Much Love, Nancy








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