Friday, June 21, 2013

My Kenya, My Expansion



This Side of Kenya



                              Obama with his Luo Grandmother in Kenya

This Side of Kenya
About a year ago I accepted a friendship request on Face Book from a man named Gordon Onyango from Kenya.  Kenya is of course where Obama’s father is from and Gordon has said this that Obama’s extended family lives close by in a neighboring town.  Gordon’s tribe is the Luo tribe and this is also the tribe of Obama’s family.   The Luo speak Dholuo and they not part of the dominant Massai tribe in that region. If Obama was campaigning in Kenya for presidency, he would not win there.  Political beliefs have more to do with tribal affiliation than ideals.  Gordon feels the Luo are marginalized by the Massai and other tribes.  There are cultural differences between tribes.  The Luo are largly a Christian Group and have taken on more of the English customs.  When we think of the English speaking countries, probably Kenya does not come to mind.  My blog is read mostly by those in the USA, Canada, the UK and Ireland and Australia.  I have a fare amount of readers in Croatia and Russia as well as France.  English is Gordon’s second language and he is fluent in it.  However he loves to read and speak Dholuo too.  For this reason I will translate what I just wrote.  However it is in Swahili.

Kuhusu mwaka mmoja uliopita mimi alipokea ombi la urafiki juu ya uso Kitabu kutoka mtu mmoja aitwaye Gordon Onyango kutoka Kenya. Kenya ni ya kweli ambapo baba wa Obama ni kutoka na Gordon amesema hii kwamba Obama familia anaishi karibu na katika mji wa jirani. Kabila Gordon ni kabila la Wajaluo na hii pia ni kabila ya familia ya Obama. Luo kusema Dholuo na wao si sehemu ya kabila kubwa Massai katika kanda hiyo. Kama Obama alikuwa kampeni katika Kenya kwa ajili ya urais, yeye bila kushinda huko. Imani ya kisiasa na zaidi ya kufanya na uhusiano wa kikabila kuliko maadili. Gordon anahisi Luo ni pembezoni na Massai na makabila mengine. Kuna tofauti ya utamaduni kati ya makabila. Luo ni largly Group Kikristo na yamechukua.  (This is full of red lines, it looks like I can’t spell)

When I realized how much outreach and charity Gordon was doing for his small village, I took a second look at this friendship.  He was asking for help, monetary help.  Sometimes that throws people off on a Face Book friendship.  Gordon remained friendly and sent some pictures of children who are orphans due to having parents with the HIV infection.  Aids is rampant in poor areas of Kenya.  Gordon’s group holds to Christian values or (other religions included) values that maintain fidelity in marriage.  There is some stigma in having aides or being an orphan due to aides.  If children do not wear shoes and the area they live in is unsanitary they get jiggers.  That is a very small flea that burrows into the soul of the foot and creates many bumps and sores.  People die from this infestation.  This is not to be confused with the mite that many in the USA call Chiggers.  Clean water and building wells is one of the first steps to eliminating many diseases such as: typhoid fever, amoebic dysentery, common dysentery, and diarrhea.  Another killer for small children is malaria. A parasite that is transferred from human to human via mosquitoes is the cause.  Mosquito nets at night are a great help.  Malnutrition and poverty make childhood very dangerous. Many children enter the labor market and marriage early for this reason. The WHO or World Health Organization has a Massai representative and that does not help the Luo very much.  If foreign aid is being sent, the Massai probably get the lion’s share.  That is why I believe that someone trusted in the Luo community is a better judge of how to distribute supplies and medication. What he asks for is meager but he knows what is needed.  His church will purchase medical supplies, rubber thongs, mosquito netting and seeds to grow corn which is ground into porridge.  Women do much of the gardening and have fresh salad material to eat in the good growing seasons.  They know what is needed much more than those who offer help overseas.
Gordon has become a teacher (ja pwonj ) for me regarding another world and culture.  Sometimes I would ignore him feeling I was too busy or did not have much in common with this person.  It does take some effort to cross cultural lines.  He remained positive and happy.  He would send me pictures of his Grandmother and his children.  I am sorry to say it took a while to build a positive relationship.  When Gordon’s grandmother passed away, I could see how hard that was for him.  She left him 4 acres and he is trying to build a medical clinic and dormitory for orphans.  I this point I did wire him a small amount of money.   That was too little to build a well and lay the foundation for what they hope to do.  Any way I started a “Go Fund Me” fundraiser.  I am trying to help built between those here in the USA and Kenya.  I would love to raise a bit more cash for Gordon’s small church.  Have you ever said, “I wish I could send my left over food to hungry or sick children?”  Actually you can through me.  Or if it is a significant donation you can contact Gordon who will explain how he receives Western Union money where he lives.  I am finding it hard to motivate people.  The economy has everyone being closed fisted, even for really good causes.  The best way to receive personal and community prosperity is to start having faith and start using resources wisely. I have been looking at my own budget to see where I could save and negotiate some of my own bills.  If all of my contacts on email and FACE BOOK could donate 5 dollars that would be $1,500.00 and that would be a small fortune for Gordon. Tithing is an important part of spirituality. I try and break my tithe into 2 or 3 causes. Gordon has become one of them. Neale Donald Walsch once said that, you must become the very essence of prosperity in your vibration.   Instead of saying, “oh I don’t have enough money to donate, it is much better to say, I believe in the abundance of the universe and I will find the resources to help.  Money is like breathing in and out.  There must be a flow and circulation to the process.  Eventually I think our money system will change and become more transparent.   When I give I really do see money flowing back to me.  It is law.  So once again, even if it is only 5 $ dollars, throw that out there and see what happens.  Free translation makes the world a smaller place.  What worries me is many of those free translators are disappearing lately Swahili is all I could find today.  I am going to try and learn the Luo language; Seems like it would prove my sincerity.


Monday, May 6, 2013

Ted Gunderson and Remote Viewing Memoir



My Memories




                                 

Through a group of psychic friends I was introduced to Ted Gunderson, FBI agent in 2000-2001. I never met him in person, but we spoke quite often on the phone. He asked me some questions and I was asked to not answer over the phone, but to mail him a letter instead. 

 I did not know much about remote viewing but had been able to do it since my teen years.  I discovered it when I had a boyfriend stationed in Germany.  We corresponded often.  Before falling asleep one night I found myself thinking of him.  Almost instantly I was in Germany observing my then boyfriend.  It was daylight there and he was having an argument with another person.  This other soldier had some unique characteristics so it was easy to write about this experience and for him to confirm it.  This happened in real time and was not dream like or visionary.  My boyfriend also explained what the argument was about, but, I honestly can’t remember.  It seemed to be escalating to the point of physical punches, but, he walked away. 

Jumping ahead in time to the year 2000, I had just lost a job and was thinking about being a psychic once more. I started going to workshops and a metaphysical church to dust off those skills.  I got very close to a few people and one of them knew Ted quite well.  She insisted that we met via a conference call. Ted was very friendly and he had a way of testing me.   It seemed to me that Ted was asking questions about an incident involving a California Senator and the disappearance of his secretary. (I remembered her name) Chandra Levy.  The wrong guy is serving a life sentence for her death. Our legal system is a blood sucking mess.  Pray you are never arrested nor detained for suspicion because we are living the dark ages all over again.

 Although it was California, this was tied into the Oklahoma City Bombing, that incident had many players.  I saw as many as 20 people and it was quite dirty.   I asked Ted if Chandra was a brunette?  He said, yes.  I instantly felt ill.  I said “she sleeps with the fish”.  That is an odd thing to say, but I saw her floating in water under a warehouse in California that was near the ocean.  The last three days of her life were spent in torture. Also I saw the affair with Congressman Gary Condit. I believe some sensitive information was leaked to Levy about both the Oklahoma City bombing and the upcoming 9/11 event. Poor thing knew a bit too much for comfort. She was innocent and paid a heavy price.  I decided (note to self) I did not wish to be part of the FBI.  It is disturbing.   I never like scary or violent movies either.  Some people are just not cut out for that line of work.  He later asked me to remote view a few people involved in drug smuggling via flights into Arkansas.  There was a connection to the Clinton's.  I am careful here and cannot talk about all that was observed, however it changed me forever. 

 The whole experience with Ted was like leaving a virginal state of belief and entering a ugly side of life.   Ted told me about all the attempts on his life and most recently a scandal that had nearly ruined him. 

 A future question took me into an area that I would not have been even close to believing.  I was asked to go around the globe and look for underground bases that had something to do with alien beings.  Surprised as I was, I was taken to a location inside a hollow mountain about 100 miles north of Denver, Colorado.  I describe the side of the mountain as being “fake” and snow did not linger there but it was painted with white stucco.  Next I went to the east most end of the Hawaiian Islands where I saw an underground base in the shallow ledge of the water.  Above this was a huge green antennae and I saw it being connected to HAARP.   The aliens were more aquatic than the others.  At every turn I saw our government (or shadow government) being involved in alien encounters. The military was fully aware, present, and in cahoots with these different races.  This is something that I preferred not to believe. 

Ted was always pleasant on the phone and I did worry about his safety.  I wish I had the many letters sent to him in a box somewhere.  At the time I did not consider saving the information.  Once I had witnessed it, I knew all I cared to know.  The America I knew was changing dramatically.  When 9/11 happened, we called Ted.  My friend said, “Don’t tell me that it is the government!”  We both were desperately holding to a shred of hope that it was some outside group.  Ted said I hate to tell you both but it is an inside job.  Ted had investigated both the Kennedy assassination and  suicide of Marilyn Monroe.  He was aware of foul play and cover ups at this point in our history and it has continued and gone way over board with the 9/11 tragedy.  Ted became a rogue investigator after leaving the FBI. He treated all this as though it was a game and had a sense of humor.  As for me, I felt it to be dangerous and dirty. There was a collapse in my personal belief of a “safe” USA. I do feel safe but the government has little to do with that.  If many of our foreign neighbors seem angry and shout “death to America” you might not understand why.  Trust me, there is so much damage and manipulation in foreign countries, especially those countries dealing with drugs, like Vietnam and Afghanistan, and countries that have oil.   Our media never mentions it.  It is such a shock when something does come to the surface.  

 Someone on Face Book was suggesting I had been listening to Alex Jones too much and how dangerous of an influence he is.  I said, no I have my own sources.  Alex is digging and researching all the time.  I admire that.   I am not even sure I want to know who is behind all this.  I think the higher you go the worse it gets. There is the shadow side of the FBI and the CIA. It appears some agents can be bought. There is the Bilderberg Group as well. The wealthiest people meet with our presidents, senators and congressmen, as well as other world leaders once a year. I do not confuse this group with the Illuminati.  Different groups do different things.  The President does not have the power people think he does.  Those in power would easily use the President for target practice if he goes out of bounds on some issues.  So the one area that I do disagree with Alex and others on is blaming Obama.  He might not be totally innocent on all things, but, I still see a good person in there.  He is riding this out like the rest of us with white knuckles. OK; Obama's knuckles are not white and he does seem to maintain his composer under weird circumstances. God help us all! And God bless America and our constitution. I hope we recover the real democracy and dream of freedom. 

Link to the Ted Gunderson files:  http://educate-yourself.org/tg/ 

About Chandra Levy: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Chandra_Levy

Friday, April 26, 2013

My Relationship with Jesus and Alex Jones






  Peace Wave

My relationship with Jesus is an ongoing process.   I have come to realize that my relationship with everything including Alex Jones is an ongoing process.  I do not claim to be any one religion or any one political leaning.  I am very much on the cafeteria plan with all that fits me and brings more love and light into my world.  


I was going to do a post  regarding prophecy from the point of view of an ex-Satanist who returned to his Christian roots.  He was lumping all things Wiccan and tarot cards and astrology into the Old Testament feeling that they are an abomination to God.  I have heard these views from my Baptist grandmother and she was worried about my gift of intuition long ago.  In the New Testament Paul speaks of gifts of the spirit, counseling and dream insight and healing and prophecy were all included.  The difference between seeing these as a spiritual gift and consorting with evil spirits is quite simple.  Are you using what you have to help others?   Also are you testing your spirits?  My guides are of the light only.  I don’t allow any lower astral entities in my home.  I am a medium who is very protected.  I had a dark soul come to me once.  This person was the departed father of a woman I was counseling with.  He was asking for forgiveness from her for not being a good father.  This could be a longer story but the main thing was, he was in the beginning stages of shifting towards the light.  Part of his aura was now light grey.  After the transition called death we continue to look at the pain we have caused others with new understanding and in the end there is redemption.  Even if a person claims to have a belief in Jesus they are not automatically forgiven until they have a fuller understanding of the part they might have played in life and why.  In the end we forgive ourselves and that is the bigger triumph.  Jesus always forgives and loves unconditionally but you would not think that if his message is misinterpreted. The fact that people convert at the end of their life to Christianity, does not undo everything, unless they are fully aware of all that they have caused.  Jesus frequently said, "go and sin no more". Why would he say that if that had cart blanch?  That happens quite frequently by some ministers and Christian orientations.  I don’t belong to a set of doctrines, I belong to God.  I listen to my inner guidance.  I am a work in progress so I am not alluding to being fully aware and God Realized.  I climb the mountain of consciousness.  There are many paths.  While on earth deception is possible.  It is possible for every one so stay uplifted.


Jesus spoke to the dead also.  Jesus was showing us at every turn what humans are capable of.  The dead are not dead.  Elijah and Moses where transfigured in a mist while Jesus was on the mountain top in serious discussion with them. Then Jesus spoke of reincarnation.  It is my interpretation of what he said about Elijah.  He mentioned that Elijah had come and gone and no one recognized who he was.  John the Baptist was Elijah.  The Roman counsel tried to present all biblical stories in a form that the general Roman Pagan would embrace.  Many things wound up on the cutting room floor, but they missed a few tad bits.  


I have read for many Christians.  They are sometimes surprised by my relationship with Jesus.  There is no higher energy that I have encountered.  There are many saints, sages and healers.  He has the most brilliant aura that looks like a rainbow and goes on for a city block.  Our relationship is solid.  He saved me (quite literally) from being murdered once.  I had a gun pointed in my stomach and I was taken out of my body at that moment.  If this person had fired, I would not have felt the pain at all.  That is nice to know that many are taken before the impact of a crash or serious fatality.  As I left my body I saw Jesus standing between me and my perpetrator.  He was on fire with white light and he was wearing his crown of thorns.  Wow that was quite a vision to see.  He said, “Nancy you are bought and paid for”.  I was thinking “I am so lucky”.  This person fired his weapon in the air twice and a hundred people were all ready on their phone to 911.  When I came back to physical I could hear sirens and this man was running away.  This is one of many up close and personal contacts I have had with the entity known as Jesus.  We are tight.  I have had visits from Sai Baba, Lincoln and Kennedy as well as Bob Marley who is gorgeous and sparkles.  Yes, I have been fortunate to see those departed in a very vivid way.  No one needs to accept this.  I know and that is all that matters. 


I always knew about Alex Jones and in the past did not enjoy him.  He seemed hyper emotional and perhaps in a state of over vigilance.  Recently I was on You Tube listening to him speaking with Dr. Wallach.  I use Youngevity products and feel I am improving and really swear by them.  Then the Boston Marathon Bombings happened.  I don’t want to say too much, but I feel the two men they caught are scapegoats.  Sometimes our government brings double agents over here and fixes them up with passports and housing and cars and all the things they dream of.  I think that description fits the older brother but not the younger one.  They had both men in custody before death and near fatal injury because they obtain written confessions from both of them.  Were they water boarded into confession? Did they have attorneys present?  None of the stories add up as to why they were shot.  While in custody confessing they did not have weapons. Did they ever have weapons?  I don’t think any of us will get the whole truth on this situation for a century.  There would be such mayhem if the truth were known. I see it.  I don’t like what I see and it upsets me very much.  I don’t want to villanize Obama or anyone else but there is a huge cover up.  I will just call it dark ops and globalist agenda.  If I were the mother of these two men I would be asking lots of questions and she is.  I would also question the lack of due process.  I get tired of people referring to anything not seen by mainstream media as “conspiracy” and crazy.  I am disappointed with mainstream media.  Anyway I have new found respect for Alex because he has the courage to question and so research.  I might not agree with everything he says, but as long as people have freedom of speech, he is allowed to have his view points.
I am allowed to have my view point’s too.  No one is asked to agree but just to consider.



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