Excellent Instuctional Dream on March 1

 

I had several dreams today.  I would wake up and ask questions.  I would get some great answers as my dream continued.

 An old friend Peggy met me on a red brick college campus.  She grabbed my arm and said we need to meet the newly hired student body administrator.  She was so enthusiastic.  I walked into his office and noticed a very large man somewhat floating above his desk.  The office was quite plain.  There were several students that walked in after us.  They were given class schedules.  I felt like I had graduated and did not need a schedule.  I walked out and realized that I had to return. I was told that man would have money for me.   When I walked back in, the man had become a human sized black spider.  He had a dozen eyes on his head.  He gave me quite a few Chinese coins in a little pouch.  Those were cab fare home.  This man spider was quite pleased.  I would be learning something new.  Not traditional college classes. In real life, Peggy had joined me many times for the Celebrate Your Life lecture series in Phoenix. That is where James Van Praagh gave me a reading for my transitioned son Jason.  He said he had someone in spirit that would not give up until James had delivered the reading.  That would be a big personality, Jason.   

Next phase.  There were so many people lined up to visit me.  I was helping people, and I got the feeling it was word of mouth, or something had let them know where I was.  They paid in US dollars.  There was a secretary at a desk in the waiting room.  she had a jar full of money.  It was close to 300 dollars and the day was not yet over.  She did keep records the old-fashioned way.  A ledger where she wrote things down.  I was pretty sure that people just donated what they could afford.  It was heavenly with lots of volunteers and a healing garden.  Certain plants grew for medicinal reasons.  Teas were served. 

I am not sure how this came about but it felt real.  It felt amazing.

Dream symbols:  Spiders have 8 legs.  And the coins were 8 sided.  This means steady income and personal power.  Both symbolisms come from Native American and Chinese feng shui and also a dream dictionary. 

 

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Chapter 16, God said: Nancy you are the one who closed the door

 

Chapter 16. 

 God: Nancy you closed the door.

 ME:  I did?  How?

After about 70 years of life, many answers have shown up and of course I want to share them.  Near Death Experiences happen to millions or billions of people.  I don’t even feel special about having a NDE and yet it was a big event for me.  It was life changing. My title says more about my NDE because many of the questions I have about God and my conversation with God have evolved over time.  I have written before about my experience and I apologize to those who might be saying “oh, no, she is not going to tell this again”.  I am telling parts of it again with a twist.

I was listening to a new personality on You Tube.  His name is Phil Good.  I was so impressed with the depth of his presentation.  I have been listening to other channelers and I am grateful to them all.  Phil is channeling but he does not change personalities and speak differently.  He remains conscious and complete in his discussion.  Phil was speaking of the Ego getting in our way.  His discussion was about tuning into the higher resonance and letting it steer your course.  We all have an internal GPS system.

Phil said that it is our ego that gets in the way and closes the door to God. It has taken me forever to realize that is what closes the door. It doesn’t matter if someone claims to be an atheist.  Most atheist think that they are more intelligent than their faith believer friends.  Before we knew the words God and Atheist, we were aware of our magnificent all-knowing parent at our birth.  Then religion showed up in our lives. God sat on a throne and looked a certain way and only let some people of a certain religion into heaven.  Another version is that God is the basic intelligence behind all life and is out in space observing the results of the big bang as it unfolds.  Another version is that God is Mother Earth and takes on a female form during deity worship.  So many disagreements occur over who is right.  There are so many versions, and they may all have some of the essence of God. 

After my NDE I believe the light I saw in all things is Source and yet He/She/It is as close and intimate as your lover. He is as proud as the Scottish Grandfather or Seanair and as huggable as the Grandmother Earth. They grin from ear to ear like a Cheshire Cat when you get it right and things are going well.  They laugh like the thunder of Indra when you are in on the joke.  God has many names and many hats.  So relax and know that whether or not you believe it, That ancient love of you exists.

There is a blog I wrote called Snap Shots of God.  I cover more about the concepts of God there.  

Going back to Phil Good. He said that we are not here to merely survive but to have an exceptional life.  I could not agree more.  Through emotions we navigate life.  Emotions are energetic manifestation that lead us to those steps that will reveal our next higher self. Imagine a shellfish that keeps growing and expanding and sloughing off old shells. There is a challenge to become emotionally intelligent.  Many people try to avoid emotions all together.  Some emotions are uncomfortable.  With emotional realization you can reclaim the you that you got cut off from.  Emotions will be another chapter so not to worry.  I will cover this thoroughly.  I love emotions.

The Elevator Story of My NDE.  Just so you know, an elevator story is a short version of a critical event in your life.  It should only take a few moments to tell a stranger on the elevator the story before you must get off on your floor. 

About 40 years ago I had a D and C surgical procedure.  It is a minor surgery, so I was not worried.  When anesthesia is administered any number of things can go wrong.  There are variables with how our bodies respond to anesthesia.   I was not coming back to my body in the recovery room.  I could here the nurse calling my name and I just wanted to tell her to quit calling my name.  I was having a very important conversation with God.  I was telling God that I did not want to come back to my life and I was quite upset.  I had found joy, freedom, and unconditional love in the arms of Source.  I recognized God’s voice and I was reunited with a long lost loved one.  It felt very harsh to have to return to my body and present life.  I was a wife and a parent, and my duty would be to return and care for my loved ones. That would seem obvious, but it was not obvious.  I had been living my life on empty and the love I offered was not a full-bodied love.  The life I was living was the life of a prisoner of war with little hope of finding freedom.  Those who knew me back then would probably agree.  I was not the one you would want to invite to a party.  I lived in a dysthymic state of existence.  So I did go back, but was there free will in returning to this now Nancy existence?

 God was able to convince me that I would prefer this.  My soul contract would benefit greatly by returning.   I was told that this life was a gift and a golden opportunity for me.  To Segway: That was the problem with suicide.  I was not committing suicide but indirectly I was committing suicide.  Many people carelessly do not honor their bodies.  They smoke and drink and eat bad processed food.   They seem to welcome getting to the end and being able to say goodbye to an unsatisfactory life.   I lived life according to the terms and conditions of others.  They are not creating their lives but accepting and settling for what selfish other’s have deemed correct and even appropriate. (Just look at that evil person Meghan Markle) It is a shallow and watered-down existence that others convince you of living.  I had so much to be grateful for.  We had a new home with a lovely back yard for the boys.   The boys were healthy and beautiful, and I was healthy and beautiful.   I will include a real picture.  My youngest was about a year old.

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I am in the middle with the red turtleneck on and my very handsome husband is holding our two boys.  The others are friends who were seeing us off to Scotland.  How many blessings does one girl need?  I was lucky.  

Here is another picture of me and Zak.  Below.  Beauty is in the eye of the beholder.   I see us all as gorgeous and yet, it was effortless and not appreciated.  We were gifted with a golden opportunity. In a blinking of an eye it vanished.  I am growing older. I have that 20/20 eyesight. Today would mark the 40 years it took to see this better.  I return from my commentary to this day 40 years ago.

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Back to the day of this NDE and the nurse who is still relentlessly calling my name and I am trying to not listen.  I am still speaking with God and doing my best sells pitch to remain in heaven with My Father/Mother All That Is.  Nothing else even come close to mattering.  Just look at those little boys. That should and would do it, right?  I remember saying to God, “I don’t want to leave you”.  With that God replied, But I am there (on earth) with you.  I am there too and all you need to do is ask for me.  God continued, I was always with you, Nancy.  You are the one who closed the door between us.

With that comment I returned to the recovery room.  The nurse was glowing. She had a halo.  I mentioned how lovely she looked.  She seemed to be having an awkward moment accepting that.  She was gorgeous just standing there without makeup in a surgical gown.  I felt like a starving artist that just had been treated to a Thanksgiving dinner with pecan pie for dessert.  I was full to the brim with love and appreciation.

That feeling lasted for about another week.  All my houseplants had halos, and everyone seem so incredible.  I had the gift of seeing the inner being or authentic self of all other people. That authentic self was better than whipped cream. Yummy.  I saw the light of God in all living things. 

Some of that honeymoon feeling wore off. I returned to everyday life, and I also returned to some not good habits of thought. Someone would be unkind or insulting to me and I would fall to the frequency of old patterns and old realizations.  The climb towards awareness is like building a stone road up a hill.  You can’t jump ahead but God does give us encouragement.  Sometimes terrible things would happen. I would start to go into a deep depression and then remember that God had made a promise to me.  All I needed to do was ask for help.   I found that help would always show up.  It seems that I could fret and wonder and then, it was there.   It was obvious that I needed a bit of patience and faith. 

 I started reading the NDE’s of others. I wanted to remember that feeling once again. Some NDE’s left me uninspired, and others brought back the amazing experience that is so hard to describe. Many experiencers mentioned having a feeling of home sickness. That is this feeling that earth is like summer camp.  We have something to learn or accomplish and we also are here to enjoy life and create memories.  Then we return to our real home.  Many experiencers mentioned they no longer were afraid of death.  That is also true for me. My bags are packed, and I am ready to go. I am trying to meditate every day.  Reconnecting with that love and joy is important to living the life I would like to be living.  Someone once said, “you don’t have to die to go to heaven and you don’t have to die to be in hell”.  Both of those places are not determined by circumstances but by perception.  They are states of mind.  To be in heaven you only need to open your heart to that Power that Creates Worlds.  Partner up with the Creator.

Just to sum up what Phil Good was saying:  Ego is the attention we have for those sparkly things in life.  Each day is full of those things that grab our attention.  Ego is listening to those harmful messages that are all about judgement.   We are either putting ourselves up or down compared to someone else.  There will always be comparisons.  Others are taller, shorter, rounder, thinner, smarter, dumber, less educated, less satisfied with their love life or more satisfied.  There is a very long list with comparisons. We are so distracted with things that just don’t matter.   To make it more personal: I was dysthymic most of the time.  All I needed was to connect with my Higher Self and have unconditional love for myself and others.  That one sentence seems easy but getting past the ego takes a great deal of focus.

I am assigned to do spiritual counseling with people.  I feel the enormous energy and love of God when I counsel, so I know it is not just me. 

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Finished Listening to Harry's Book "Spare" My Takeways

 

Book Report on Spare   

By Nancy Lake

Spare was very interesting.  I listened to the whole book on Audible.  There were hills and valleys of interest in the telling of Harrys life.  I especially liked the whole “tell all” Gossipy type sections. It reminded me of Bonfire of the Vanities.  That is a current day drama.  There is such history and tradition in Harry’s life but after his mother dies, he was alone and insecure. He refused to belief his mother was dead, she was just hiding.  Harry felt her presence and experienced animals that seemed to act as an avatar for Diana.  I agree with Harry.  There is no such thing as death.  We drop our body and continue in an energy form. 

The relationship with his dad was not as soul felt. There was lots of rivalry between him and his brother.  It was such a lovely portrayal of the Queen “Granny”. There was a deep and loving relationship between the Queen and Harry. He might have been her favorite and as such got away with certain requests.   Harry was honest and had a no filter approach with his Granny.  She liked that.

 Harry gained such benefit from his mentors in the military.  He was liking military life but when the Taliban learned of his presence in Afghanistan, he became their target.  He was constantly being moved for his sake and everyone elses.

 He is thorough with his horror stories of the Paparazzi.  They are allowed to be very aggressive in the UK.  They look for spicy stories and if there are none, they will invent them. It seems that Meghan ruffles feathers but not by her design.  She was trying to fit in. It seems that Kate was not as adventurous or fun loving in comparison. Those two royals are so different in personalities.  One gets the sense that Meghan was an expert at reading Harry.  He was open with her and adored her.  Those two are not ever going to part. “The Rockies may crumble, Gibraltar will tumble, they’re only made of clay but, Harry and Meghan’s love is here to stay.”  Amen.  Good read (or listen).

 

 

New Age Nancy's Spinal Stenosis Journey. More Questions Than Answers

At least it might help others to understand. It might help me too.

Oh I taught hatha yoga and grew up with ballet and I was a silver medal figure skater. It was like poetry in motion when gliding on the ice.  The jumps killed my back. 

In the 70 years I have been alive I am not even close to knowing what causes spinal stenosis. Knowing might help us prevent it. I can tell you it is serious and very painful. At this moment I am having trouble walking and standing.  I know that it seems to sneak up on someone.  In fact, in 1992, I was surprised to find out I had spinal degeneration. I had a bad car accident.  A young lady, about 18, ploughed into my car while I was at a yield sign.  She totaled my car.  I was taken to the hospital since I was bleeding.  They x rayed my back.  I was almost 40 that year. I was in college for the second time.  The x rays indicated that I was in big trouble with my back, but I was clueless about why.  I believe I ate well.  I had been a hatha yoga teacher and a dancer.  Nothing seemed to explain this sort of problem.  

During my 2^nd pregnancy a glucose test revealed I had gestational diabetes.  That son was born in 1980. I did find a correlation between diet soda and bone health.  Certain sweeteners have a caustic effect on bone tissue.  I will look up that research. I drank quite a bit of caffeinated diet soda to maintain some energy as a young mother. My diet was not good as a teenager.  I would starve to stay thin.  I don’t remember having a label back in the days of Twiggy.  It was the style.  I did that and straightened my curly mop of hair.  When I looked at photos, I was thin but not healthy looking.  I was lacking muscle mass and definition.  I also endured childhood trauma.  I have made peace with it.  There was generational trauma going on.  I am ready to put it aside and live my future.  

I have stenosis in my cervical area of the spine and my lower lumbar area of my spine as well as the characteristic bulging disk at L4 and L5.  I found some things that really helped until recently. I take Osteo FX which is a powder (mixed with juice or water) with the following minerals:   Vitamin D, Calcium, Phosphorus, Magnesium, Zinc, Copper, Methylsulfonylmethane (MSM), trace mineral complex from red algae, glucosamine HCI, Boron, Strontium, chicory root inulin, fructose, natural flavors, guar gum, xanthan gum, rebaudioside A, silica, sunflower oil powder, beta carotene (color), orange peel.  of all these minerals,  Boron is very significant.  All these minerals act together in concert.  Dr. Berg says that Boron allows the calcium and vitamin D to be absorbed.  Chelated minerals are more easily absorbed as well as plant derived minerals.  If someone just crushes up a mineral,  swallows it,  it will only partially be absorbed.  

   Doing Yoga stretches seemed to help a great deal.  At this time, I have turned my focus to gut health feeling that I might not be processing and digesting as well.  But it seems that research is missing some elements to explain why some of us get attacked with this problem (in childhood even).  And get attacked early.  As a young kid I had a milk allergy.  I am wondering if we had good substitutes for calcium back in those days.  My mom did not breast feed us.  I wonder about the craze of the time.  Babies were put on formula, and it was “superior” to breast milk.  I am sure the formula had sugar in it.  No, we now know that nothing beats mother nature.  Breast is best.  I was always taking antibiotics as a kid who frequently got asthma and pneumonia.  My brothers did not seem to have so many doctors’ visits.  We were lucky enough to have orange trees in our back yard.  My Dad insisted on us eating meat.  I was a natural vegetarian and did not like meat.  It tasted dry and leathery, and it would grow in my mouth the more I chewed it.  Somehow that hurt my mothers’ feelings.  I was very hungry by dinner time because I did not get snacks.  Mom felt the hungrier I was the better.  My parents both bullied me about eating meat, but that did not help. I just got so skinny. I was frail and the pediatrician suggested I live with my grandparents. I loved that pediatrician.  I loved my grandparents.  Compared to many families we were lucky.  But my parents fought and triangulated. Dinner time came with plates of food flying into the wall, breaking over my head.  Not to harm me, just one of the many phenomena that happened at dinner time.  I tried to do silly stuff to break the tension.  If only meat was not on the menu.  That would make me happy.

In conclusion, I am looking for more research and support groups.  I am looking for good doctors.  I am glad that there are over the counter edibles.  They do take the edge off pain.  I will continue to add suggestions and try them.  The worse thing is I am having trouble walking.  It is so sad for me.  I like to walk. 

Just sharing with all who might have this problem.  Please write me at nancysnimbus@gmail.com.  I’ll be waiting. 

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Why Should Someone develop their Psychic Abilities? Part One

 

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This is part one of two:  Next week more to come. 

Especially right now, psychic development is of great importance.  We are reaching that critical mass as humans.  As we turn the corner on old paradigms and embrace a fresh new perspective, so the path becomes an energetic one.  Besides the boost it is promised to bring, is a way to play with the Universe.  Those without emotional intelligence and psychic abilities those stuck in the muck will be left behind to do the grunt work.  It is increasingly paramount that we all advance as a core group.  Professional fields will also change dramatically, and there are dumb professionals that will gather somewhere in dimly lit bars to bemoan their fate.  Those like Bill Gates and Fauci type people.  They are brilliant in many ways but astoundingly stupid in some very important areas.  Where cooperation and empathy matter, they don’t measure up.  Also policing others and creating more rules and prisons will take a down spiral.  Those who are becoming awake and increasingly more socially evolved will begin to self-monitor.  They will understand that we are one tribe and when you harm another you harm yourself. 

Fake news: There is an urgent need for all of us to meditate and ask for guidance to understand all those agendas that are coming from the Biden/Obama administration.  They are globalist and they are not humanitarian or interested in human development.  For each thing you hear, from anyone, toss it up to your higher self to sort out before you have angst and worry.  Check in with your heart each day.  Knowing your heart will take a skill set of raising your vibration and hearing those “truth bells”.

Here is a short list of careers and hobbies where having a keen insight and awareness is needed.   

Writers, artist, actors, playwrights:  Anyone who is an artist is going to really appreciate the growth of their senses.  Among fellow psychics we count how many “clairs” we have or use.  Clairvoyant, Clairaudient, Clairsentient are some of the most recognized Clairs.  I used to visualize dances.  I choreographed the steps in my mind while listening to music.  We can add dancers to this list.  Musicians sometimes hear the music and then must grab a recorder to sing it into existence and simi permanence.  When I mentioned the energetics of becoming something 3D that is how creation happens.  First is the word.  The word is a concept and sound of something.  Imagine Peace.  John Lennon imagined it into a song.  True peace might look like a symphony of souls who love creating.  It would not be silent, and it could not be silenced.  Even the birth of Jesus was not really a silent night as Mary was having contractions and the manifestation of pushes and moans.  Peace would be the reward that comes when something is accomplished. That is heavenly.     

All who use creativity in their work:  This is a loophole for all creative endeavors.  My grandmother was a genius in many ways.  The flowers loved her, and she talked to those nature beings.  I wrote about the “Magic of Findhorn” in my blog.  Each plant is asking for certain things.  It might be a sunny spot or a shady spot. Also, my grandmother could create costumes out of scraps.  She was at her best when using her imagination.  There are designers of homes and gardens, costumes and stage sound and lighting.  Design is part science and being totally plugged into the Universe.  Being plugged in requires some meditation.  It requires finding joy in the quiet mind.  There is a true appreciation of beauty and being able to answer with your own unique response to all that taps you on the shoulder. 

Crime investigation:  Recently, the police investigators began using psychics for difficult crime cases.  There usually is an urgent need to find a serial killer or rapist when the normal methods are not working.  Psychics are used to find missing persons. Most crime psychics use psychometry to help them see the victim and the perpetrator.  The subject of justice is an intricate one.  Usually those who harm others have a lack of empathy.  Sociopaths can be recognized early on.  They hurt animals. They are bullies.  The do not feel remorse.  Most often they were not nurtured when small.  The field of investigation and managing offenders is going to progress into a different looking venue.  The sooner the better. 

Healing therapies:  The field of medical intuitives is blooming and wide open for the calling.  Just like the police now use psychics.  Medical Doctors now use medical mediums.  They use different modalities.  Some just run their hands over a person’s body and notice the heat and energy in certain areas.  There are those who do psychic surgery as well.  Some intuitives see the aura and muddy spots in the aura where there is dis-ease.  I am most interested in Edgar Cayce type empaths and it is so fantastic that MD’s are using psychics with medical skills to help diagnose. 

Auto repair {gnomes} I have a gnome story about a resident gnome who worked at

Engineers and Mechanics.  I will share my story about Sheldon’s Auto Service.  Sheldon is almost retired now.  Great mechanic.  I was turned on to Sheldon by a friend.  Word of mouth is very wise advertisement.  When a car seemed to have a mystery problem Sheldon could discover it and fix it.  As an employer, John Sheldon had the same people employed for a decade.  They all loved him. One day I was waiting for my car to be fixed and a little gnome ran into the waiting room and then ran back out.  This gnome was about 2 feet high with a black leather apron on. He had facial hair.  I had never seen a gnome before.  He worked at finding the right metal tools.  In my case,  My engine block was shifting around as it was not fastened correctly.  John did not charge me.  I was so glad for that reason.

Understanding those who are nonverbal:   small children who are preverbal need very empathic care takers.  As a mom, I could tell which kind of cry meant hunger, wet diaper, teething or something else. Once Jason woke up screaming in the middle of the night and there was no explanation.  I looked at his entire body for signs of a bug bite or some sort of trauma.  It must have been a nightmare.  Adults who have had a stroke have trouble communicating with nurses and care takers.  My friend’s husband was trying to tell her something and she could not decipher what he wanted.  I knew.  He was cold and wanted a blanket.  I asked him to nod if I had it right.  He did.   Animal communication is the same for me.  I understand the energetics around a need or problem.  I was watching the research video on elephant communication.  And dolphin communication. They do have a language and humans can learn it.  One night I had a dream.  I was in a lab where humans were “speaking with animals” about our planet.  There was a beluga whale, a huge bird like a condor, and a bear.  They were interested in saving their environments.  This was a futuristic dream I had.  It will be necessary to save the Polar Bears and Panda Bears and our ocean creatures. Elephants have a low rumbling purr.  It means all is well.  I love that purr.  Animals will help us navigate the natural world.

I am going to be teaching my development class on Facebook Live soon.

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Abortions: Future Solutions to Unwanted Pregnancies

 

There is no shortage of talking points on Abortion and Reproductive Rights.  Our midterm elections and the reversal of Roe vs. Wade have brought many problems to the surface, at least for me.  I am prolife. That doesn’t really fit me to the tee.  When I was pregnant with my first child, the nurse asked me how many pregnancies I had had.  I said this is my first pregnancy.  She reacted as though she was shocked.  I was 27 years old and had separated from my then husband.

   I had planned my pregnancy by going off birth control and letting nature take its course.  About six months went by when I noticed many body changes one day.  I was nauseated.  I felt dizzy.  I was bloated and out of sorts.  I started to cry for no reason.  I started to play hymns on my piano and then I saw a glimpse of the cutest little boy.  He darted in and out of my view.  Later, when Jason was a toddler, I remembered that day and smiled.  He looked exactly like that first introduction.  So, I had planned my pregnancy, but I did not plan how it would affect my husband.  He became very abusive and asked me to get an abortion.  I started to cramp badly after he threw a pot at my head.  It was a daily assault, and I began staying with a friend.  

Another question the nurse and doctor asked is would I keep my baby?  I had planned the baby but not being a single mother.  That is what I became in a very short time. My family was supportive.  My grandmother never stopped trying to match make the marriage back together.  That was not possible for me.  The doctor said, I know some wonderful couples who would love to adopt.  That just broke my heart.  I really wanted my baby.  I totally understand all the challenges around being a single parent.  I was single for a short time and remarried.  We had another baby right away.  Now I had two little boys and was a single parent again.   I remained single for the next…well I am still single.  I will not marry again.  I have decided it just doesn’t suit me.  After my lived experience, I wonder what the advantages of marriage are?  Probably in the future there will be contracts and commitment ceremonies but not marriages as we now know them. so many end in divorce.  Like mine.

Years ago, I remember being inside a clinic run by alien beings.  I was in pain and noticed that I was not alone.  The clinic was dimly lit but I noticed a row of beds/stretchers/cots (?) across from me and on my sides.  All the women were writhing in pain. I was sitting up.  I have written previously about my hybrid program abduction experiences.  I will link that at the bottom.  I will focus on the abortion question/decision right now. 
link:  my hybrid/abduction experience

In the future, the problems with infertility, unwanted pregnancy, and parenthood have been all worked out.  A baby is seen as a gift to everyone. Parents and caregivers are all on the same team.  Pregnancy prevention has been improved and problems with infertility has been improved.  Perhaps nothing is entirely perfect, and surprises happen but, it is vastly different with fewer challenges.  I have futuristic dreams all the time.  I also have past life dreams.  These things are just normal for me. 

I will discuss some of the options for different situations.  All adoptions are open adoptions.  If a teenage female is pregnant and does not desire to keep the baby, the fetus is removed when it is safe to do so.  At about 4 months of pregnancy.  The fetus is removed and placed into the donor womb.  This is a female who desires a baby and is a compatible match to the family of origin.  There are other ways of incubation as there are artificial wombs.  Termination of a healthy fetus is nonexistent in the future. 

The idea of family is also diverse.  I have seen aunts, uncles, siblings, grandparents, God parents: All involved in the upbringing of a child.  It appears the idea of day care and strangers caring for children no longer exists.  Small tribes exist.  Tribes are designed by various means.  You do get to choose your family.  Considerations are based on soul contracts and soul evolution and some ancestry and genetics as well.  The word soul contracts has replaced the word “karma”.  All parities agree, consciously, to foster growth and expansion in certain ways.  Some think karma is tit for tat.  I killed you in a past life and now it is your turn to kill me.  That would be equivalent retaliation. That is a huge discussion and has many alternatives.  I think a good example would be the Hatfield’s and McCoy’s scenario with a Romeo and Juliette twist.

Juliette Hatfield has had a crush on Romeo McCoy all her life. They have been playing in secret. But at some point Juliette gets pregnant.  The McCoy brothers decide to shoot Romeo and throw him off a bridge.  Juliette is never sure what has happened to her friend and now partner.  She has the baby and her family assists in raising the child.  It is a sad story that keeps repeating in various ways.  In the next lifetime, Romeo and Juliette are born to the same family line as cousins.  They are friends for life always having each other’s back.  At its best, soul contracts seek to fulfill a positive destiny.  The best possible outcome happens when love wins and perspectives merge into mutual benefit.  All things are overcome.

The argument abortion is varied.  Usually, it is situations like rape and incest that seem to trigger the abortion decision.  Sometimes it is a health of the mother decision.  Of course the baby is innocent and need not die if the fetus can be transferred to a receptive parent womb.  The would-be moms are made receptive with the use of hormones.  The “Cider House Rules” story is so ripe with all those elements.  Incest and rape as well as poverty are in that sad story.  There is also the orphanage where children live in poverty, and some have serious health problems.  Dr. Larch performs abortions as well as runs the orphanage. Many social workers are advocates of abortion because of all the problems some children face growing up in poverty and dysfunction.  These issues do not go away easily.  That is why I am so glad to see that science and medicine and social work all come together to benefit a positive outcome.

I have friends who have had abortions and friends who have given up their babies to other couples.  The decision is never easy.  As for me, I was always allergic to the idea of pregnancy until my biological clock let me know it was time to have a baby.  I was ready.  I knew that my marriage was not a good one, but I wanted to be a parent.  Being emotionally ready for parenthood is an important factor. But I still made mistakes that will make me cringe sometimes in the rememberance. 

These choices and discussions will continue to plaque us but hopefully not for long.   
 

 

 

The Sasquatch Diet for 2022 And My Honest to God Bigfoot Sighting.

 

Bigfoot Diet may heal people of Diabetes

Today several wonderful epiphanies happened, and these ideas were heaven sent. The following ideas will prove life transforming. Ideas are golden things with wings.

 As many of you know, I am insulin dependent diabetic type 2.  What many may not know is I love Sasquatch.  I saw that big guy once when traveling through the Uintah Mountain range in Utah.  I had to pull over for a bathroom break.  I pulled off the road and looked around for trees or thick foliage.  I had on white pants and a Santa red top, but no one was on the road that I could see anyway.  But I was noticed.  I climbed down a hill a bit and as I climbed back up to my SUV, I saw some movement maybe 100 yards away.  The sun was still up, and I could make out a fur covered man hanging on the cliff side.  My eyes met his.  He did not stop or try to hide. In fact, I had a serious fear developing.  I felt that he could and would reach me in a matter of minutes.  The consciousness of this guy was powerful.  There was an intention to reach me.  I also started to feel rather frozen as though I could not think well.  I opened my car door and got in.  My keys were in my pocket, and I could barely reach them. I did put them in the ignition.  The only way I was going to leave was to not look at him. Fortunately, I drove off and none to soon.  I will add a few details.  From the first moment I saw him he appeared to be about 3 inches tall.  I mean the distance between me and him would have him appear that tall.  I knew it was a Big Foot.  He was very curious as he had an intensity to reach me.  There was mind speak or telepathic communication going on.  As I drove off it was like he was saying “wait just a minute”.  How do I know it was a “he”?  I am guessing.  He seemed to blend with that cliff, but he had brown fur.  Part of me wanted to speak to him and to know a bit more about his kind, however a woman alone on the road just can’t chance that sort of thing. I lived in Utah in 1993.  I have heard that there are many sightings in that area. From that day forward I read all I could on Sasquatch.  I have found many resources now.  I really like a YouTube channel called Buckeye Bigfoot.  There are a variety of stories, and some are scary, and some people form positive relationships with Bigfoot families.  Usually, those friendships are kept quiet from the outside world.

I have been listening to hunters and outdoorsy types who gift the Sasquatch with food.  I had a new worry today about Bigfoot becoming diabetic because people gift surgery and starchy treats.   For hundreds of thousands of years, the Bigfoot have been eating fish, nuts, berries, squash, apples, deer meat, and they seem to like eggs and chickens too.  They eat all meat uncooked.  They have dietary needs and likes much like humans.  I am pretty sure they are ancient relatives.  Humans are hybrids.

Lloyd Pye has some scientific skeleton research and human Alma genetics to share.  I believe the Alma species is a smaller more human size bipedal humanoid type ape.  This is a link to some of his research https://youtu.be/McQCOwqXpjs/

Most of these types of human-like apes’ forage and seem to be omnivores. I decided that I would like to try sticking to the types of food a sasquatch would eat.  I was listening to Sarah Hallberg today.  She cured herself of cancer and cured some of her patients of diabetes too by changing her diet.  In short, I am going to be cutting out lots of carbs.  I am going to be seeing a dietician soon and I will share my personal preferences with her.  One thing that Sarah says is that diabetes can be removed entirely.  She has had great success with that. My preference is to not eat meat but instead eat nuts and eggs.  I don’t think I could eat it raw anyway.  I will add a link for Sarah’s Ted Talk.  https://youtu.be/da1vvigy5tQ

It is quite a gift that I could combine an interests like Sasquatch and my personal need to lose weight and not need so much insulin into a whole plan for this year. 

Chapter 29: Remember This When Life Is Smacking You Around

 

Grab this blog and read it. I love writing uplifting pieces in my blog. (But) Let’s face it, sometimes when people are at a low point and feeling like a punching bag, it might not help.  Abraham Hicks points out that most often the answers and remedies are at a different frequency.  You are listening to another radio frequency at a lower vibration.  Remembrance number one would be saying this to yourself:  Tomorrow when I wake up, I will be able to listen to that inspired radio program on a higher frequency.  I just need to get calm and survive today.  Sleep will break the momentum that occurred during a really bad totally lousy day.

A guy’s urgency:  I did psychic counseling yesterday right on the spot. I mean a young man called and asked if I could do a reading right now. That means that I am cooking dinner, so I turn off the stove and drop everything.  That is not my preference.  Life has segments or natural divisions.  There are times of the day I feel more psychic than others. Like I am not a morning person psychic.  I can pay bills so perhaps my left brain is working in the morning but not my right brain.  What if a friend calls and needs a ride to the hospital?  Any urgent situation takes away from my ability to be psychic.  I do this sacred work in a quiet receptive positive state of mind.   But, to my surprise I said yes to this young man.  After some time, I discovered that he was trying to stave off depression.  I would not call this an emergency, at least in my book, but it was for him.   It seems like we all need a safety plan for staving off depression.   Identify people you can call who know the wonderful side of you.   Perhaps identify comedies that lift you up.  Have a few elevating songs on your personal play list.   If it is a really bad place, you are in and it even feels suicidal take a day trip.  I have always said if I feel like ending it all, I am going to get in my car and travel to Zion Canyon in Utah.  That and a stop at the Grand Canyon, should do the trick.  When you are past a tough time and as you bask in the knowing that you are OK and ready for the next adventure; remember this remembrance too two:  Develop your own safety plan for depression.  Get it on paper and find a bright colored binder for it.  Keep it handy.   It might save you some money on psychics later. 

Are you comparing yourself?  Are you kicking yourself in the pants? Another good remembrance is number three: Stop the self-criticism that is often at the root of your despair.  At least in my world, often it is there when I am at a low place.  Give yourself permission to be human and to fail before you succeed.  My mom was very critical of me and that did not help my self-esteem one little bit.  The worse is being compared to a sibling or a close friend.  Once my boss compared me to his daughter and it was not flattering.  I was begging off work due to cramps.  Most people, mainly men, think that all cramps are the same.  Just take some ibuprofen and get to work anyway. Boss guy said, “my daughter goes through that, and she never misses work.” I had dysmenorrhea or extreme cramps. I was not like his daughter. My pain felt like labor pains.  I can say they were exactly like labor pains after having gone through labor.  I would pass out at times.  I wish I had been sure enough of myself to ask a doctor to write a note to hand to PE coaches and future employers.   Until my first pregnancy cured this, I was made to feel wimpy and pathetic each month.  That is so sad to think of all those horrible messages until I was pregnant at age 26.  After a lifetime of research, I now know there are some simple remedies that help.   One is to drink lots of water and stay hydrated as you approach your cycle. I was a diet Pepsi drinker back then.

 During these low points, dismiss or forgive any perceived flaws. Some people believe that criticism serves as motivation to change and correct.  That is not really true. Love yourself and ask to see yourself as God sees you; that would be amazing.  You, me, all of us,  are amazing.  It is true that people are at different stages of development.  Some babies walk sooner than others and spiritually some people get concepts and have better than average awareness than others.  That gives life some variety.  We grow at different rates and in different ways.  This is the place where you hug yourself after a fall or trip.  This is where you get to gag your mother and put a stop to all that negative narrative.  At least in your imagination.  Some therapists suggest writing a letter to a parent and maybe don’t send it exactly right away. You can tell them that it would have been wonderful if they could have kept some of their opinions to themselves.  Later in my life I realized that my grandmother was very critical of my mother as a child.  It does seem cyclical and generational.  Give everyone a hall passes and go forward.    I never want to sound advice-y.  Please treat any crazy thing I say as a suggestion to be discarded easy as you will find much better remedies.  Best advice is to listen to yourself unless you are the one putting yourself down.  Then Stop that. 

Fluff Readings are usually not the answer.   I have rules about fluff readings.  I have had more than one person on my list of frequent flyers or return clients, needing fluff readings.  It is a real thing that psychics do.  At the psychic center I worked for in Sedona, the concierge would call and ask if I had time for a fluff and fold reading?   I was good at it.  People feeling bad about themselves would drag themselves to the psychic center. They want to hear all the good things about who they were.  I loved providing that service. I got to connect with the soul of that person, and genuinely see those sparkly places and positive qualities. It would make me tingle all over.  There is something, I will say, that is harmful about it.  Don’t elevate by comparing them to others.  For instance, if someone was to say to me, Nancy you are a good writer.  I would say thank you so much.  I shouldn’t say, “well I am not Shakespeare or Hemingway.” That falls into self-depreciation.  I would be shooting myself in the foot to say that and also to say: “I am a good writer and much better than Sally over there.”  And even worse, Sally is a disorganized slob of word salad.” Wow. 

  Obviously, we all have different gifts and as such, don’t compare.   A fluff reading is good until it crosses certain lines.  You have heard the phrase “a rising tide lifts all ships”.   At our center all humans are basically good and have good intentions.  It is a bright and preferred way to help each other if we can celebrate those talents and good traits all others.   Remembrance number four is this:  Appreciate other people because it will help you appreciate you.   Those golden traits are woven through all of us.  The contrast of life experiences will ask that we grow and expand into better people.  Just like shellfish outgrow their shell and find a new one.  Without any harsh pressure change happens.   

These feels done.  I love the feeling of being able to share blogs.  It is all about self-expression and sharing.  Those are higher order actualizations.  That is what living is all about to me.  Now I am going to create a new safety plan.  A better safety plan because  rainey days happen.   

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Being a Ubuntu Millionaire by growing Kindness. Ubuntu is not a computer. It is a profound humanistic philosophy

 It is a collection of values and practices that people of Africa or of African origin view as making people authentic human beings. While the nuances of these values and practices vary across different ethnic groups, they all point to one thing – an authentic individual human being is part of a larger and more significant relational, communal, societal, environmental and spiritual world

Leon drove a Volkswagon Bug from Alaska to the southern tip of Patagonia without money.  This was for the reality show called The Kindness Diaries.  Leon could not use cash, checks, credit cards to buy anything.  He depended on kindness from strangers.  Some people were skeptical of course. I noticed that He completely changed accents depending on where people were from.  He also mimicked their behavior too in an effort to win over people.   He was in the end a decent person and he would gift kind generous people with various things.  He would pay their rent for up to a year.  He would donate to the charity of their choice.  But I could tell that life would be a struggle all the way around.  Leon would have to chat up dozens of people in an effort to enlist their kindness enough to buy him gasonline and perhaps a sandwich. 

I bet everyone has had to ask for help at times and it can be humbling to say the least.  Leon was also able to gift people in a pay it forward manner.  He did not carry money on himself.  But he was a phone call away from the show’s producer.  They would reward some of the donating people with new possibilities.  They were most likely to get help if their dreams were big enough and sistemic enough.  One lady wanted to open a school for rural children in South America. She got her wish.  It was an amazing adventure for all the people involved.  There were no actors. These were ordinary people and usually those who would help were rather poor themselves. 

It would be difficult to pay all our various bills and commitments in a barter fashion.   The world is more complex in that way.  But there are new messengers on the way.  It is illegal to print money, but what about co-opts and “Disneyland” money or tokens?  Each Co-opt could have its own tokens.  Just buy some monopoly money.  I was part of a babysitting co-opt. We had to decide the rules.  Each child was equal to one unit per hour. That way a mom with 5 kids could still exchange babysitting time with a mom of two, but just less time.  I cringe when I remember leaving this group owing another money some time.  I hope I can offer another mom some time in the future.  I used to trade psychic readings with certain people.  I cannot believe I got burned.  I did a reading of some length for a lady and when it was my turn, she had “an emergency” come up and promised to call me back.  Well, no, that never happened.  I think the karma is often worse with our verbal promises.  For those with money, they can even the score easily, but without that convenience things are more “sweat and blood”.  As a reader and psychic I see many questionable behaviors.  People want me to remote view on someone or something.  That is spying but there is huge karma for me in doing that.  I always ask my guides before embarking on remote viewing.  There are times that I feel threatened because I can remote view.  During the days of easy lobotomies, many talented people became wards of the state or wards of their families after a lobotomy.  Psychics have always been a threat to some people in positions of power.  Threat of poverty is another way to silence people and keep them from rising in the world.  I am glad there are many ways to stay alive and be true to your principals.  Maybe the first thing to do is Clean your concepts about money.  This is a type of money laundering.  What fun.    

Money is not what you think.  

KenHonda teaches about money angels. Ken was saying that money is a happy thing.  Ken has been on many talk shows about becoming the right kind of millionaire.  You might ask, is there a bad kind of millionaire?  And yes, there are those.  There are those who control others with monopolies, and they can use people for sex slaves and serfs.  Perhaps the worse thing they do is to themselves.  They never feel that they have enough and they are unhappy.  Ken teaches that money circulates. It flows around otherwise it becomes stagnant.  There are Scrooges out there among us.  Like Howard Hughes they become quite unhealthy, and they die.  He died at age 70 so that is not short.  It is just not a particularly happy life. 

Ken teaches some of the same concepts of bartering.  What skills do you have that you can trade with others?  Friends are wealth.  Be sure and nurture friendships.  How many friends would let you stay with them for a week?  Ken explains if you have 10 friends who would trust you and allow you to stay with them for at least one week, that will equal 10 weeks of free rent.   During that time, you could find another job.  And Ken warns against finding just any old job.  He believes that we must do what we love.  People should wake up knowing that their day will be purposeful and full of joy and that will build a brighter future for everyone.  I started a business with my polaroid camera and a 50 add.  I became a match making service in an area of Connecticut that lacked social venues.  It was a fun job and I made some successful matches.  I remember some people wanting to take it from me.  We had a lunch where they kept saying we want to do this and that.  They wanted to expand.   They kept inserting themselves into my creation.  Yes. I think money needs to be cleansed.  Money has been misused and the greedy seems to own everything.  There are some very aggressive people, and they will trick and deceive to get money.  That is why is a good to know money is not the end all be all.  There is the ancient concept of ubuntu. 

The word “ubuntu” is from some southern African languages and it literally means “humanness.” To have ubuntu is to be a person who is living a genuinely human way of life, whereas to lack ubuntu is to be missing human excellence. Money is not dry as numbers on a ledger.  It cannot be so according to ubuntu. The idea is ancient as is the idea of tribal communities.  “I am because we are” is a ubuntu concept.  We spring from a family and a community.  It is the gold and treasure of someone to be kind and friendly and to consider the community in personal choices.  Also, in concrete ways if the community needs meat, a hunting party is selected. If the community needs irrigation for a crop coming in, all grab a shovel and devote time to digging one.  If an argument between families happens, it would be up to the community to help solve the issue in the best way.

I saw this concept of community with my Cherokee side of the family.  Everyone pitched in to help each other.  We had the best time each year when we gathered for our family reunion.  They laughed and joked.  They could tell one story after another.  I felt the community looked deep into my eyes and soul and I felt affirmed that I was me because of them.  It was a great feeling.  It is also part of my remembrance that they never discussed being Cherokee.  Children were not advised of this heritage.  Often social workers would remove Native American children and placed them in remote schools.  I wanted to know more about my unspoken heritage.  Also, the trail of tears was a sobering subject. They never spoke of the disenfranchisement of a whole tribe. It is like the brand name was removed but the true essence remained.  It was enough to know the unknown at that time.  Now people in Oklahoma are speaking the Cherokee language fluently once again.  I am rich beyond words for knowing that culture.  I would be poor for not experiencing the black eyes peas and cornbread they all loved.  There is so much more about Ubuntu available please feel free to research it.  This is a link about Nelson Mandela and the Ubuntu concept.  Click

To be a happy millionaire and someone free of the negative concepts of money many paradigms must change.  We can begin taken the control of our lives back and not be servants of the money changers.  

Right livelihood is needed.  Do you aim to be an integral part of your community, and do you bake your bread with love if you are the town baker?  Are you digging a ditch if that is what your community asks of you? Are you there to mentor young people in your community?  Would you be willing to march to the sea to harvest sea salt?  Would you show the little ones how to spin and sew clothes like Mahatma Gandhi did?  These things seem small, but they changed the course of history.  The English provided things and taxed them to death.

  These things are ubuntu. These things change history.  Would you allow a friend to spend a week or two with you for free?  Does your heart expand and offer generosity to others who might be having a hard time?  If so, you will eliminate homelessness. 

Norse legends of Yule Tide and New Years Eve have men making promises on the stone of truth.  In these contracts said solemnly in the presence of community and in the presence of much ail drinking, all upheld were solidly.  No financial baking was needed.  The community would have consequences for breaking such an oath.  This is a good time of the year to refresh our human spirit and live better in the new year. 

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